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HARRO!

2012-03-05T03:15:00.000+08:00

Its been a longgggg while since I blogged.
So much things happened recently but I'm really lazy to type out everything here. :(

Best thing is that I've no school anymore! YAYYYYYYYYYYHOOOOOOOOO!
And idk what to do now. whether to do this or do that. :( my mind's in a whirpool.

Went genting w kian, sis and her friends on feb and it was a rly fun trip ^^

Okay bye, I guess this blog is gna be dead soon. I'm so lazy to update this space. :/

Happy birthday sissy!

2012-01-18T00:00:00.004+08:00

Hello sissy. ^^ Happy 17th! :D I know you prefer me putting efforts into birthday gifts to you instead of just buying a present right? :) So here goes!

Can you believe this is what we wore for Chinese New Year 5 years ago? HAHAHAHA.

And your first middle finger photo?

And this ancient photo?

These were those stupid identical items we bought together through the years!

Our stupid penguin iphone case!

This top I bought for you! Hehehehe.

This hairband! (Our first date to vivo) ^^

Our brown leather jackets!

And those shoes and etc. You know I know! ^^

Times when I stay over your @ your house.

And when you're over @ mine.

Times when we get gay in all the random fitting rooms. HAHAHA!

Times when we have nothing to do at the arcade with the family on weekends.

And take retarded shots.

Or cam whoring in all the smelly toilets.

Most of our boliao reflection pictures.

Times when you piggy back me. :')

Times when we wear silly stuffs together. :)

Times when we went to sing our hearts out together.

Times when we bake together.

Times when we have to entertain mei mei -_-

Times when we took care of meimei together.

And when mei mei has boob fetish HAHAHA!

When we disturb meimei.

By putting make up on her!

Or taking a photo...

and cut her out at the next. LOLOLOL.

Or when take photos together...

and she die also wanna chup in.

Or when we sit together at wedding dinners and she will come in between us and chup ji ka.

But there are times when she was lovable. :)

And planned to be the 3 ang ku kuehs of vivo!

Remember this? We taught meimei how to take a photo with my phone! :)

Lorry rides. :) those were the times.

Bus rides! ^^

Times when we didn't wna spend money taking neoprints!

Times when we got bored while baibai-ing.

When I give you cake masks on your birthday. :D

And celebrating it at kbox with your friends. :)

Times when we go crazy and do retarded stuffs.

Like take pictures while we're on roller coasters HAHAHA!

We shall do it again on feb! :D

And this swing swing!

Or acting as if theres another person in between us. HAHAH!

Times when you love pulling my hair over to yours -_-

And you being a 15 year old 'child' HAHAHAH.

And me acting as your '11 year old sister' to participate in all the games at the carnival!

Times when indian uncles stare at us. HAHAH!

Those really rare times when we can bond together with kelvin. :')

And when got bored while waiting for xiaomimuuuu and we composed a green tea song! LOL

And when you laugh like mad cause I ate too much and my button came off.

And all the random shots. :)

And times when I was feeling down and you zilian to make me laugh. HAHAH!

Just for laughs!

And all the stupid stuffs I asked meimei to do before.

And this is her first zi lian photo. :)

Thank you for always being there for me no matter what. Those nights I spend crying, you were always there, doing your usual brrr brrrr over the phone or whatsapp to make me laugh. Now somebody got new pattern already. Zi lian for me. HAHAHAHHA.

I really thank god for bringing you my my side. I know I have my temper. Like the time when you suddenly don't wanna work anymore. We kinda drifted cause of that cause of my attitude problem. And after mummy sold her car, our meet ups during family outings became lesser. But I'm glad we make effort to spend more time with each other now. No matter how shitty I treat you, you'll always forgive me and you always give in to me. Whenever I need something, you'll always try your best to get it for me. I hope it stays this way. And I'll never wanna lose you. :)

Although I'm 3 years older than you, you're always taking care of me instead of the other way round. :) 17 already please stop acting cute and remember to take your medications regularly okay? If not you really need a rocket to buangkok already. Hehe.

I love you my dear, Happy 17th! <3

20th

2011-11-22T02:09:00.001+08:00

Spent my day having lunch @ Astons and watching you're the apple of my eye with b! ^^
Playing arcade with him today is fun cause I won. Muahahahaha.
Went to Suntec for some mini fair. Really damn mini. 2 mins walk finish alr, lol.
Had kfc for dinner, fatty us!
Btw, movie was gooooood! Awesome show & awesome companion. :)

Mummy came later for arcade with us!
I love how willing he is to keep my mum company. :)

We took the train back home together. And mummy htht to him. Hahaha!

Went over to cousin's house to stay on sat. Mj till 4 and watch running man and cook together with sis! ^^ I love themmmmm <3

Okay gna sleep soon, school tmrw. Assignments piling up. :( sigh.

Happy 20th b! And I will never forget 12/11/11 ^^

Hello :)

2011-11-06T03:55:00.000+08:00

Been awhile since I last blog. I finally meet sis today :) went to bugis for buffet and shopping! She bought me a water bottle from h&m and a belt and a badge. So loved. ^^

These few days, b has been such a cute and lovable person. Hahahha. :)))) I'm so so contented with whatever I have now!

School started last week and assignments are piling up. I can't wait to graduate.
And last tuesday, b surprised me with a new haircut, a new earpiece(lost my previous one in a cab) & a 3 page long letter. ^^ happy happy me hahahh.

I love long walks. :) especially with you. Disturbing passerbys are so fun right? :)

Okay I'm gna sleep now. Doin assignment early in the morning tmrw. :( goodnight all!

Ikeaaaaa!

2011-10-07T02:51:00.000+08:00

Met b today to finish our report & then head down to ikea!!!!! ^^
It was fun walking around looking at random things & having hot dog buns after that. :)

I love today although it was just a simple day out. I hope things will get better now!

Been working very often nowadays. Last Wednesday till this Tuesday, I was working everyday. Neglected best & mummy a lot. :( I made it up to mummy by accompanying her out ytd. :)

B still makes effort to look for me at work. Though he spend his time playing FIFA there but I'm glad that he's there. :) although I complain a lot when he promised to come but didn't in the end, I still buy stuffs for him. Was ytd's gift a surprise? :D you always think it's food food food. Pig.

Just downloaded drama for mummy in her phone and she's happily watching it now. I luv her!

2011-09-29T04:04:00.001+08:00

Felt so stupid today to be sad for no reasons. Cannot tahan myselffffff!

Work tmrw with poony again! Will be having loads of fun.

& sis is feeling down recently. I'll be here no matter what k?

And for everyone's info. I didn't bad-mouth about my sis. If you think I did after hearing/reading stuffs then so be it~ she knows it herself. :)

Okay goodnight! I luv luv my 3 seconds. ^^

:')

2011-09-28T04:06:00.001+08:00

Just ended my tango call with you & you're asleep like a bigggg fat log now.
Thank you for making effort. :')

On a side note, I finally passed my FTT! ^^ & I'm working from tmrw till Sunday. Kaching kaching! ($.$)

I feel like a grown up today cause I called mum to ask whether she wanted dinner & bought fish beehoon soup+ her favourite chicken wings back for her. I usually buy 80 cents pratas for her after work @ simpang only please!

Okay goodnight! Life has been reallyyy good recently. ^^

I'm 19th!

2011-08-31T01:42:00.007+08:00

This year's birthday was spent with my close ones, very different from the bbq celebration last year.

27th: Work in the noon, then heading to flea all alone, then to Nex to meet my family. :)
At 12am, it was b & sissy that was by my side. Was at Nex with my family & sis managed to bribe me with ice cream @ Mcdonalds so I greedily followed her down. & then b surprised me from the back! They were already planning about it earlier without me knowing. ^^

B made potato salad + beef rolls for me! No pictures for the rolls cause I nom-ed it up without snapping a pic :p

#OM #NOM #NOM I WANT SOME NOW!

The brownie is so prettyyyyyy righttt? ^^v

28th: Went to replace for work today on my birthday! Hahaha, had lunch with Janus ^^ & took random Lomo shots again!

While taking all these lomo shots, sis was already on her way to my house with a huge present. She wanted to surprise me but my mum called and "Oi what time you coming back? Sis on her way to our house now with your present"
Then I texted sis about it then she was super sian-ed. HAHAHHAHA FHL LOLOL.

Btw she made this hugeass frame for me! :) Placed the army bag there for comparison cause I guess everyone has one now? Hahaha.
Sis ordered these cupcakes for me from shiberty!!!!! Kian paid for it. I loveeeee both of you hehehe. :B

SO PRETTY *MELTS FROM CUTENESS + PRETTINESS*

Had dinner with my family & it wasn't a pleasant one cause of someone. Yah I couldn't make it to hers on time cause I had work. By the time I rushed down her birthday dinner was over. & she had to spoil mine. Thank you. :) appreciated it A WHOLE LOT!

Nevermind I forgive her cause I have a huge big heart.

& today, I went out with b to Vivo! Walked around as usual, going into pet shops & his usual Best Denki/Courts/Harvey Norman. -_-
Headed over to Plaza Sing & he bought me a 1000 piece glow in the dark jigsaw puzzle! The picture is really niceeeeee I can't wait to see the end results. It's $88.90! Mega damage for a puzzle.

He made a really nice video & sang a song written by himself for me. :')
Thank you for all your wishes, I love all of you very muchhhhhh.

Okay random stuffs now!

& this is my hammy Windi! She just turned 1 today. SUPA CUTE!

& I did this opposite braid w/o knowing. Until Janus told me my braid looks very "3D" & I went :O when I saw this picture! I did it unknowingly. What can I say? I'm a genius. HAHAHHAA.

Andd.... I've been hooked on minesweeper. At the expert level now but I didn't cleared any stage after like 300 tries. THEN.THIS.HAD.TO.HAPPEN. LEFT WITH 1 BOMB. & IT HAD TO BOMB ON ME. SUPER FML MOMENT T.T

Random shots with b recently. :)

I love this picture soso much!

& you can clearly see how much weight I've gained from all the above pictures.
& look...

Even the guy at Starbucks thinks I should shed some kilos. So little whip cream! T.T

Abrupt ending, hahaha bye!

NATIONALDAYYYYY~

2011-08-31T00:59:00.004+08:00

So during national day, I met up with B & headed to Marina Square to watch fireworks!

They're so pretty. I luvvv watching fireworks. ^^

It's his first time watching fireworks LIVE. He always watches it on the tv. Hahahha mountain tortoise.

He accompanied me over to Nex for my weekly family outing at the arcade.

Thank you. <3

^^

2011-08-23T02:26:00.003+08:00

Had an horrible afternoon today. Glad everything's over now.

Harsh words fell upon me this noon & I couldn't describe how shitty I felt. I've never felt this way before.
Hearing that is worst than losing someone/being blamed at for nothing/fighting w your loved ones.
The pain is much more than that. & it's gna take some time to heal.

Thank you sis & jessy for coming over & accompanying me. <3
& the Ivans for whatsapping me.
Only when I'm down, I realize who are the ones who truly cares.
Huge love to all of you from the bottom of my heart. ^^

Afterall, everything's still the same. :)

Switching back to my old template!

2011-08-18T01:36:00.002+08:00

Because.. I wanna cash out my advert $$ from nuffnang & the old template couldn't place the ad banner at all. Hahaha!
Phoebe is over @ my house now doing her work. :)

I'll blog about national day soon! With pictures. My first fireworks shoot & watching it with nut. ^^

Life's pretty good now. & please let it stay as it is. :)

& I LOVE MY HAMMY! She's the only one left with me now. I'll blog about my hamsters soon & a lot of things that I didn't jot down for the past year of not blogging regularly.

CUTE RIGHTTTT.

For you.

2011-08-14T23:30:00.003+08:00

My little brother just suffered from a huge heartbreak so I though this little post here could cheer him up. :)
No matter who throws you aside, takes you for granted, makes you feel empty, kaili & me will always be here.
& even if the world hates you, we'll love you with every single strength we've got.

Remember how you used to be my punching bag whenever I need someone?
Same goes for you. Whenever you need comfort I'll always be here.

如果我给你两毛钱，你可以笑一个吗？ ^^

Nostalgic.

2011-08-07T04:07:00.004+08:00

It has been awhile since I last went to sleep with a smile on my face. Changed my pillow case just now cause it's causing pimples on my face. I looked at it, & recalled how much tears I've shed on it.

Couldn't get to sleep after that. But I didn't wanna bother you do I lied that I'm sleeping. Sorry.

Anyway, I decided to on my computer to re-read my chatlogs.

I deleted everyone's except for yours. & reading it makes me feel both happy & sad.
Happy reading all the sweet stuffs & us fighting over who loves who more & sad over the fact that things between us isn't the same anymore.

Ever since both of us gotten smartphones, our conversations online seems to be lesser. We talk on msn once every few months? How pathetic is that?

I too, am very amazed at how ridiculous I've became through the past year. Sorry for being so temperamental. I need to change myself.

I miss how we fight everyday, for the fun of it cause we were never serious. I miss you having the will to plan for outings. I miss doing nothing with you & being very happy. I miss sitting down with you at our usual place & having heart to heart talks. When was the last time we did that?

Why can't love stay the same? Or rather, why can't people remain & never change?

Can we both work hard together & get back to how we used to be?

I miss us.

Another emotional night.

2011-08-05T02:16:00.002+08:00

Just finished filming my drama. Glad that it ended.

Homecooked spaghetti + nuggets with b today. :)
Was raining super heavily I was stuck at the void deck for an hour because b didn't reply my texts. You remember this!!

Nex again for arcade. Been there since Sunday & tmrw I'll be going there for movie. Official nex-ter.

Okay sleeping now. Thank you for your listening ears my friend. :) goodnight.

2011-08-04T01:37:00.003+08:00

Blogging again before I sleep.
Just came back from Nex for the fishing game. Been visiting there for 4 consecutive days already. I love visiting the pet safari right beside the arcade. Theres 1 particular hamster that is realllllllly cute. :) keeps jumping around & has really large eyes!
Speaking of hamsters, did I mention about losing 13 hamsters for the past 2 months? The thoughts of it makes me wanna tear. But thank god I have 1 left. & she's my favorite. :) she's turning 1 in a month's time!

Yesterday(before 12am) marks the end of my intern!!! Whoopwhoop ^^ felt damn happy when I left office cause I really dread squeezy morning train rides to lavender & walking under the sun for 5 mins to reach office.

But now I kinda miss it. :( I miss taking free Milo almost every other day downstairs, I miss the canteen's fish soup. The banmian & VERY NICE carrot cake at JTC!!!! I realized I only miss the food there. I'm such a glutton.

Boss treated us japanese buffet lunch today at Momiji @ City Square Mall! Left will a bulging stomach. Damn fullllllll!

Going back to school next week, can't wait!!! I miss design school's chicken chop. I'm talking about food again. Hahaha.

& tmrw I'm gna cook with nut. FOOD AGAIN WOOOOO. Fat die me.

Okay I'm sleeping now to recharge for tmrw. Hope it's fun!

Updates

2011-08-03T00:12:00.006+08:00

1st of august, was a memorable day. Cause I cried so hard in front of my boyfriend. & ended up rubbing all my mucus on his face & laughing like a total retard. Which cheered me up a lot hahaha. I know you hate it when things get onto your face.. So thank you for allowing me to do that.

Today, I got a hair cut. 20 cm gone. The last time I had such a haircut was, 4 years ago. :( heart ache.
Watched bridesmaid today & it was awesomeeeee!
Walked around town aimlessly beats doing anything. Love time spent like this.
Someone fed me food today & did the "nom nom nom" face w/o food in his mouth & some auntie laughed at him. Hahaha.
Pimple recover soon please!

I'm gna try my best to blog more often since I'll be having much more free time from now on after my intern ends! :)

I hate my intern like maddddddddd cause I don't get paid & do so much shits for them. So glad that tmrw is the last day. LAST DAY. Going back to school next week yay! I miss canteen's food.
Speaking of food, I gained 6 kgs fml. T.T

Relationship with my family seems to be getting... better/worse? I don't know either. Family outings seems so awkward. Glad that I'll always have sissy no matter what happens. Love her to death. <3 our relationship is getting better as we grow up. ^^

& did I mention I won a Samsung Galaxy Tab at a game fair during may? Gave it to my daddy & he's playing games with it everynight. :)

On a really really random note, I miss being a kid & being stress free.
Adult life is too hard to handle. But as I grow, I realized I tend to cherish people around me more. My heart doesn't seem to hold grudges for long anymore.

Especially friends. Like how I met Rachel back after ignoring her for almost half a year. Like how I know what A told around about me but I still kept mum about it & not confronting him like how I used to do when I was younger. I cherish times spent with my friends more now.

Okay I guess I'll stop here. I get very emotional at night nowadays. :( goodnight.

Random thoughts.

2011-07-07T12:12:00.001+08:00

Maybe it's time I do a slight change in myself. I don't know why I want. & I'm barely breathing already.

Perhaps it's just not meant to be.

2011-06-16T21:31:00.002+08:00

Been awhile since I last blogged. This blog seems so dead for the past month!

I've been busy with my internship and.. MAPLE!

Got so bored during work I started playing private server hahaa. reached my first 3 digit level & the server closed down yesterday. So sad!! :(

Tried out 2 new servers today & I'm gna play now ahaha.

I'm good! Leading life happily eating a lot everyday that I gained 4 kgs, how awesome is that!?!??

Running every few days to shed those fats away. Horrible me. :(

K Will blog again when I'm free. Byeeeee ^^

loves!

2011-05-30T04:51:00.000+08:00

hello idiot sissy! I'm blogging with your iPhone now! hehehee. I love you! and you see i so nice! I come find you and buy starbucks! I know you love me. heheheheehehehhehe. 

16th.

2011-05-16T08:23:00.000+08:00

Today is a very memorable day. went over to nut's sister's house for house warming & it was so fun.

Went swimming with nut, his niece and nephews. They were sooo cute & playful kept on wanting us to piggyback them & walk around the pool. I'm glad I had so much fun with them! Now I'm so restless and drained from it I'm lying on my be at 12.13am.

Honestly they make me feel like giving birth to kids asap! I don't want their age gap to be too apart from mine. Nut feels so fatherly today & I feel very motherly too. :)

Went back for steamboat & played UNO for awhile & we left. All 3 of them :(((((( hahaha so cute ^^ I wanna play with them soon!!!

When I was on my way home, flashbacks appeared on my mind. On how stupid I was to let you ruin me to what I am today & how stupid I was to be deceived by you again & again.

I cried everything out loud & nut was shocked I guess. I think it's the first time I appeared so weak & fragile in front of him.

There's a saying 'if you could be like normal friends with your ex, it means you're still in love or you've never been in love before.
Obviously I don't love you anymore. I guess I can still talk to you like normal friends because I've never loved you before. & I'm glad I didn't.

Everyone has a past. Although mine's unsightly but I've learnt a lot from it.

2011-05-06T02:41:00.002+08:00

Will update soon, I promise.

Blogging from Genting!!

2011-04-12T18:50:00.001+08:00

Hihihihihihi!!! Just done with foot and shoulder massage @ RM48. Veryyyyy naise & shiok. :)
We're having tea & sandwiches & using the internet now! The manager here is so nice. Took a picture with him just now! He kept on following us when we have our foot steam & all. Kept asking "you all want to take photos?" Damn friendly. :)

Gna be watching a movie later! No idea whats the show is about. But it's RM17 for the ticket + popcorn + a cup of coke. How cheap is that!?!?? I'll never fail to catch a movie whenever I'm here. Hehhee.

Nutty's having gastric flu. Sucha bad timing. :( Sorry I'm not there when you need me to take care of you. Please take care of yourself & get well soon! I'll compensate you when I'm back with AX meal! 8D

Okay I'm going off for dindinz. Baiiiii guys! <3

Love.

2011-04-12T12:09:00.000+08:00

I'm leaving for genting with my parents & friends in 2 hours time!

I'll miss everything here. I'm already missing my hammies. I'll miss my bed. I'll miss my friends & nutty! He's having gastric flu now & sleeping like a log. Get well soon alright? :)

I'll be screaming all my shits off on space shot! Can't wait for it. I plan to shout "FUCK YOU -inserts name of person I hate-". HAHAHA.

Just finished watching The Notebook. It's the best show I've ever watched. I swear!!! I wanna have a relationship like theirs. I wanna have that kind of strong love with someone. ^^

I'm gonna have a nap now. Leaving at 6.30am. Goodnight! <3

And again...

2011-04-09T03:37:00.002+08:00

I'm doing the FTT questions.

& I'm real sleepy.

Today's work was wow. Machiam filming drama.

I'm damn sleepy :( Goodnight.

Hello!

2011-04-08T04:18:00.002+08:00

Doing my FTT questions now, I need to continue doing tons of the questions tomorrow, the test is on Saturday. :(

Anyway, Windi gave birth!!! To 6 beautiful babies. :) On the 3rd of April. Daddy called me &

"Your hamster gave birth already you know or not! Need to do what?"

"Why the mummy sleep there do nothing one! The baby how?"

"The mummy go feed them already"

3 calls in a day to 'report' what happened to me. So funny.

Today, I passed my hamsters to Nutty. Cause I'm going to Genting next week with my friends & parents! I want Nutty to go but... he can't really click with the rest of them. :(

Oh ya my dad called me and "Wheres your hamsters!?" just now. He's afraid Windi will eat her babies up if theres a change of environment.

She's doing great. :) Coldi too! Nutty keeps sayang-ing them and kena bite like 8923712 times. Hahahha. :)

Tomorrow - Work.

Saturday - FTT

Sunday - Work

Monday to Friday - Genting!

Actually not really eager to go, for some reasons.

Neverminddd I shall take it as a little getaway. :)

2011-03-31T04:07:00.002+08:00

Hiii my maple is patch-ing now so I'm here! :)

Not feeling really well today, puke thrice. :( Whatever I eat, I'll pukeeeee everything out & it's so sucky. But I'm feeling better now. Coke with salt works wonders. ^^

Anyway... I think Windi is pregnant!!!! Yes my hamster. Her bottom part is very fat now & I read up online, it usually takes 16 days for them to give birth! I realised her fatty bottom few days ago. So if she's really pregnant, she'll be giving birth within 2 weeks.

I separate the both of my hamsters up, she's pushing all the bedding to a corner, I guess she's trying to make a nest. I just shred a whole chunk of tissue & threw it in her cage to let her build a softer & more comfy nest. & she looks like she's having fun with it. :)

I'm damn excited! Hahaha. & kinda afraid that she'll eat her babies up. :( Please don't let it happen.

I'm gonna be working everyday from tomorrow to Sunday. Didn't meet nutty for a week & I just met him today for a few hours & had to go for some reasons. :( Sorry ah sei lei ahhh.

Okay my patch is done!! I'll blog soon! :)

:)

2011-03-27T01:56:00.000+08:00

Just got my bubble tea from east point. :> On my way to work now, feeling hungry.

Nutty's still asleep. :) things are gonna get better, I can sense it! Am happy now! But have no idea how will I survive work later on. My feet hurts like mad cause I kicked onto someone's chair leg 2 days ago. :<

To be honest, I haven't shop this year. I didn't buy a single top/whatever this year. just another havaianas that's all. I miss shopping. :(

Anyway I promise to update often! :) my stats are still jumping, but in a minimal amount as compared to how it was before I moved to tumblr.

I love all of you that are still coming to this blog even when my updates are so little. <3

I miss us.

2011-03-26T05:48:00.009+08:00

Changed my blogskin, to a simpler one. Cause I felt like changing it.

Was feeling pretty sad an hour ago cause I went to read our msn chat log. I cried like :''''''''''( with alot of tears. They way we talk, is totally different. Everything changed within half a year & I'm amazed at how different things are now.

Half a year ago, we were a perfect match and my girlfriends were envy at how lucky I am to find such a guy when they asked me what kind of person you are. You don't smoke, drink, club. You put me as your priority. Everyone was going "you better cherish joel/if you betray him you can just go die lol/omg you're damn lucky la this kind of guy exists already". To the extend that when we fight, my friend said that I should cry.

Because you are worthy of my tears & this relationship is worth crying for.

You used to give in a lot.. But now I guess things don't always go my way. I know my stubbornness is scary. I need to grow up & stop being a spoilt brat. I really hate fighting, it makes me lose hope in the relationship. But ironically, I'm falling deeper, I'm not gonna give up

on you till you give up on me.

Joel says (5:43 AM):

i always wake up

ur twitter

ur blog

and text u

its all about you

Qiuyun says (5:44 AM):

hi stalker

Joel says (5:45 AM):

hi girlfriend

Qiuyun says (5:45 AM):

what if one day

my twitter gone

blog deleted

hp number changed

move hse

quit school.

and left a letter asking you to stay happy

Joel says (5:45 AM):

i will go our usual place wait u

everyday

:')

Anyway this was just now, not what I found in the chat log.

I miss us..

We should really stop fighting already.

Lets try our back to be like how we used to alright?

I love you nutty.

Update!

2011-03-25T16:42:00.009+08:00

HELLOOOOO! Been awhile since I updated this space.

There was a post before this but I saved as draft in my phone and decided to publish the next day. But before the next day can come, my phone went into recovery mode and.. POOF! everything's gone. Yes I know I have backup on my iTunes but the last time I sync was, before new year.

Kinda sad whenever I think of it but well, those were the days I kept fighting with nutty so I guess it's fated to go. :) Have to think positive!

& I just realised that the Xmas videos are inside my computer already. Theres one particular video that always makes me smile. I thought I lost it and was super sad but I didn't! Hahahha so happy!!

By the way my results for this semester was awesome. My gpa is 3.17! It's the first time I hit 3 and my cgpa increased by 0.18. Hehehe. ^^

5 days ago, was the 20th of March, nutty & I have been together for 1 year. Time really flies. I always admire couples that can last till a year & wonder how they do it. Well now I know how!

I did a handmade frame for him(he claims that it's his best gift ever), & he bought a Nintendo DSi for me!! :D I wanted the baby pink DS but the person said that it gets dirty easily so nutty got me the DSi instead, in hot pink!

SO CHIO RIGHT! I've always wanted a DS since forever. My 'wish list' on my blog last time states it, I remember one of my 'god son' drew a pink DS on a card he gave me, he drew a Vaio laptop, and a piano. I got all of them now! Except for the Vaio laptop la cause it's useless. I got another one instead. I had a DS last time, in grey. Got it from don't know where. Then the stylus got missing, then 1 side got detached.. & I don't even know where it is now.

We spent the day nua-ing at home, then movie, and dinner at Macs, that's all. Because he fell down and nearly broke his arm. But we were happy that day! Right? :)

2 days ago, I was damn random. I asked him what will happen if I really left him days ago cause we just kept on fighting for god knows why. -_- Thanks to all those bitches around him. And thanks to me knowing too much about him.

I told him a whole lot of stuff I can do that other girls can't. HAHAHA. Which girl can help him cut his hair + watch movies like world invasion with him -_- + kiao my ka on his ka in the cinema in the most unglam way + play pokemon, hon and dota with him + click so well with his mum + guide him so much + eat like a pig + drink bubble tea almost every other day and get fatter + infinity. If I continue I just couldn't stop. :) K la there's girls out there which can do some of them but not all!! So I'm unique. Damn buey hiao bai I know but it's true. HAHA!

Similarly, I couldn't find someone that can cook and bring the food all the way down from his house(Ang Mo Kio) to mine(Simei) + cab to find me when I'm having a bitch fit + order Mac for me at 4am + gives in to me like 99% of the time + stand my bitchiness + pass me his chouchou. Yes 'chouchou' is the small pillow every kid has. He's 20, and he still keeps it with him. He calls it 'princess'. -_- How princessy.

We can't run away from each other because there's a lion holding us together!

HAHHAA damn random. I just find this picture nice. :)

I like this post it's so longggg and filled with happy stuff. :D

Okay now I'm damn bored, nutty's still asleep. I shall go play maple now.

& now, that I've started mapling(This is so funny I know),I guess I'll be blogging more often? :)

:/

2011-03-01T20:17:00.001+08:00

Time check: 4.17am.
I'm watching Barney & Friends on Playhouse Disney now.

Random rants;
Sometimes I feel like shit, especially during the night, or not having enough freedom. I feel bad by doing this. But since I know I'm not doing anything wrong, I'm not afraid to tell. I'm just worried that things will turn bad.
Nuff said.

By the way, exams are overrrrr! I am THIS happy.
Class chalet in 2 days.
And I'm starting full time work next Monday.
K baiiiiiiiz.

Busy busy busy.

2011-02-10T08:03:00.001+08:00

I'm currently filled with projects, assignments, test on next Tuesday and main exams the week after. so stressed up I can die.

And I failed my FTT ytd. Chao turban.
And I got a D+ for my econs portfolio. I shoot the teacher in class today & I feel great! I'm glad that she heard me calling her a 'effing shee bai'. I didn't do it on purpose. I really didn't. -puppy tears- _|_

Today was horrible. Fight fight fight but we're alright now! He actually said "I care for you because I ask" when he intended to say "I ask because I care for you."
So funnnneh I burst out laughing because he said that with a serious tone and 100% confidence. HAHAHA!
I was a total bitch tonight. But whatever lah I just can't tolerate those shits idk why.
K I shall stop and sleeeeep. class at 8.30am tmrw. F SCHOOL.
Goodnight!

Helloooo!

2011-01-18T00:09:00.003+08:00

Couldn't get to sleep so here I am. :) Life has been pretty hectic. I don't like projects, assignment or anything related to school. Bores me out. :( I hate studyingggggg zzz. 1 more year & I'll be free from book. Can't wait!

Anyway, he turned 20th on the 9th of Jan!

I chose the ugliest photo of him frowning. Lol kill me.

His birthday present which made him :D

He loves this maximum I don't know why. One piece is super... ahem.

Happy 20th b!

Spent his birthday playing FIFA 11 on PS3. Everyone let him win lah cause it's his birthday. Hahahah!

Watch The Ghost Must Be Crazy with Toidi last friday & it was really funny! Scary though.

Overall it was nice. :)

NEX yesterday for freshness burger, kinda over rated. But the nuggets were nice!

Feeling down few moments ago but I'm alright now. :)

K I'm turning in soon. Blogged for the sake of blogging.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR CNY! I'm gna spam cny goodies like no tmrw. Heheheh.

And I'll be working at a manicure shop for the few days before cny! It's supa fun. ^^

Goodnight!

One blink, and another year just went by.

2011-01-02T03:46:00.009+08:00

2010 was the most happening year of my 18 years of life!

I turned 18.

Organised my 1st ever bbq myself! Invited just a few of my closer friends and family and I enjoyed myself really much. I'm legal too, able to help people buy ciggs and watch M18 movies.

And got a uber cute video done by my cousins. <3

I lost my bestfriend.

Yes shes Rachel. I hope shes doing well. :)

I experienced the first ever break up in my life.
It was horrible and I lost the will to trust after that. I got over it within a month by the way. :)

I lost my uncle.
I hope he's doing well up there now. He's the one that always 'pao' milo for me when I was young. Accompanied me to play and watch cartoons when my mum is busy gambling and bought toys for me. :)

I picked up new hobbies!

Photography and baking. ^^

I bought my first camera!

Spent 300+ bucks just like that, heart pain lor! But it's worth it. It captures memories!

I went overseas with my friends for the first time!

Was a super duper fun + awesome + filled with laughers + jiao wei + everything that is happppy!

I missed it very much.

Got this picture taken too! HAHAHAHAHHAAA!

I went on a photography outing to Pulau Ubin!

I hurt myself while riding but I swear I lost a lot of fats. Hahahah!

I MET JAY CHOU IN PERSON AND GOT HIS AUTOGRAPH.
Every since I'm, 12? Or younger than that. I've been wanting to see him in person and my dream came trueeeeeee!

I did my first PAID manicure!

With Diana! It was rly fun looking at people painting your nails for you while you sit down and do nothing.

I curled my hair myself for the first time!

Was really hard. -.- As you can see, only half of it is done. The right half of my hair is straight!

I met new friends!

Lots of them. :)

Speaking of that, I actually picked up courage to meet MSE.

I need 'courage' because they're a bunch of guys. But funny guys! I'm glad I met them. Nice people. :)

Fell in love with orange colour!
Like really randomly idk why either. And bf bought me an orange watch, sissy gave me an orange bottle and I got a orange phone pouch for myself!

Caught the crazy bubble tea bug.

Stopped for awhile after I left secondary school but it's back! Like at least 5 times a week.

I think I'll suffer from diabetes soon.

I bought hamsters!!!!!

MAD happy and excited when mum actually allowed me to have them. :)
Coldi and Windi hahahhaha I love them maximum x infinityyy!

I went to my first concert!

Jeff Chang's concert! With mummy. :)

I took these picture myself!

I picked up soccer betting.
WORSE HABIT EVER.

I got my first ever branded.

From my mum. ^^

I went to USS to countdown to 2011!
With Mummy Daddy and him! It was really fun, rollercoaster, musicals and 4d movies.

Fireworks were so pretty!

And lastly.... *drum rolls* I met Joel Oh.

So cute right!?!?!?! He just texted my mum btw. Hahahah too cute.

He must be very pekchek before he read this, wondering

"wahlao write so much stuff wheres my part"

Good things have to wait. :)

And because of him,

I went on my first trip to Marina Barrage!

I received roses for the first time. :')

I put my all into a present and saw him ':D'

I received my first photo album. :'(

Filled with hardwork.

I learnt how to make pasta!

Make = making the sauce myself too! But totally failed. :(

I had the best tomato fried rice on earth!

I have someone who always cooks randomly for me, buys me stuff, make sure that I have my meals and ensures that I'm always happy. Gives in to me 99.99% of the time(I don't even rmbr when is the 0.01% of me giving in). I hope this lasts.

And because of him, I always have someone that is willing to watch cartoons with me!

Despicable Me, How to train your Dragon, Rapunzel and so on. :)

To summarize, 2010 is like a rollercoaster ride! But the good times are more than the bad. :)
2010 is great but I want 2011 to be better!

I wanna change my stubbornness(PLZ GOD LET ME CHANGE THAT),

I wanna go OSIP with my friends! I wanna get my car license and I wanna make everyone around me happy. :)

And I need to lose weight. I'm like saying this every other year but doesn't work on it. :(

OH well I'm healthy that's all that matters. :)

Anywayyy, I will only reblog on tumblr, updates of my life will be here back at blogger! Been awhile since I last earned from blogging. Faster reach 50 bucks so I can cash out! :)

:D

2010-12-09T18:35:00.000+08:00

2010-06-10T01:25:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiii I guess I'll be blogging over at tumblr for now!
I'll be back I guess. Feelings for this blogspot is strong since I've been blogging here for like what, 4 years?

here's my tumblr link! www.susiaosiao.tumblr.com

:'(

2010-06-08T23:31:00.005+08:00

On my bed now but I can't get to sleep. :/

I need a listening ear very badly now but everyone seems to be busy. Sigh.. So here I am rantingggg.

I'm in a damn foul mood now. Fucking lots of shits piling up on me recently. Loved ones are there for me, but I only pour out my stuffs when I really really need a listening ear. I tell a little here & there but no one knows every single thing that's happening around me in details. Yes I know that those problems are inevitable but I just, kinda wish my life was better? Sometimes I really wanna voice out whatever I'm unhappy about.. But I guess in life, certain things have to be kept shut & there's always a reason behind it. Voicing out doesn't always solve the problem. Vice versa, it'll make it turn out nasty instead. I dare not take the risk cause I love those people that's causing all these shitty feelings on me. I'll just tolerate & wait for them to change? Since nothing I do will help in any way. Till the point where I can't take it anymore, that's when I voice out. But I don't think I'll tolerate really long cause I always do things that will destroy my body when I'm feeling down which I HATE alot but can't seem to stop it. Fuck this habit. Qiuyun, tolerate. Yeah that should be what I'm gonna do. For now, my mouth's shut.

People if you're reading this, I just need to rant & let part of it out to feel better that's all. So don't ask me what's happening alright? I don't wanna breakdown infront of you. Thanks. :'(

editedit!

Time check, 1.48.
The thing I like about me is that I get over stuffs quite quickly & when I'm with awesome people I'll be happy happy me! Hate night times it always turns out bad! I'm feeling much better after ranting out now. :)

TMRW I ISH GONNA SING MY LUNGS OUT. I'm gonna keep this matter home & get out of the house happily cause I'll get to see someone that can give me the greatest hug that will let me feel at ease for that minute. :>

& I'M SO BORED & FREE I'M GONNA CREATE TUMBLR NAO HEHEHE.

School.

2010-06-02T02:20:00.004+08:00

I'm taking a 5 minutes break from mugging on my bloody Business Fundamentals so here I am blogging. :) Been really busy with school stuffs currently, sigh school life is really stressful.
Service & Quality paper was easy but today's netfund paper was a bitch.
I hope I'll get an easy paper tomorrow cause I totally screwed my bisfund quiz up already.
Please let the remaining 3 papers be easy. :(

& quite a number of my friends are having problems with their lives & I'm really too busy to be always there for them. Sorry guys, I promise to meet all of you soon alright!

5 mins up! Gonna mug now zzzz. NVM THE HOLIDAYS WILL MAKE IT ALL WORTHWHILE!
Wish me luck guys~

2010-05-23T23:03:00.008+08:00

HIIIIIIIII PEOPLE.
I didn't blog for 10 whole days alrready! God, I'm damn lazy.
Kinda busy nowadays studying for quizzes! Term test is coming in 2 weeks time too.
Have to continue to mug like a bookworm. :(

Anywayyy, I don't really remember clearly where I went for the past week.
Monday I was free from school I headed to L's house cause his Mummy wanted to cook for me.
Aww sweet x 9823782323928119.
"Wo de darling lor" HAHHA I love it when she reply L this. She's cute. :)

Econ's mcq mind fucked me as usual. :( Bisfund quiz was worst I didn't even know how to do ONE question. Fuck myself lol. -_-

Friday, L brought me to the Zooooooo. :D
Was supposed to be a surprise but I kinda force him to say it out days before. :)

The trip was soooooo fun!

Went to see otters straight omg fucking kewt. :)

This pig is DAMN cute it shakes it's body while sleeping to keep flies off it's body. Hahhahha!

This poor elephant is bald. HAHHAHA I couldn't stop laughing at this LOL.

Headed to watch Rainforest show after that.

There were a huge bunch of kids at the zoo that day! Makes the show much nicer cause the kids always gives responses to their questions. Hahaha.

This is so pretty! Picture is kinda dark cause I used the wrong settings, other pictures are clearer but all side views, on facebook!

This baboon pee-ed after I snapped this shot LOL fucking funny.

Penguins!

The place which I said I wanna have my wedding photos taken at. :D

L says he's gonna show me that face to me in the future when he wants food. Awesome.

Headed to the Waterpark after that!

"You got balls you go in and play water with me lor."

"Eh faster leh you still taking what photo?"

"Knn don't waste my time leh you wanna play one anot.."

Then that crazy guy pushed me & I pushed back. Then he carried me TO THE water & piggy back me to run across the water together. Kena ON MY FACE you asshole. I dragged him into the water when he was sitting down on the dry surface and his whole pants got wet HAHAHA fucking funnnnnnn. I got injured cause of some reasons. But it was fun. :D

& this is how we looked like afterwards.

Had a very hard time drying ourselves up. -____-
He was red all over cause I kept on hitting him and trying to push him LOL.

Continued our journeyyy~

Some horned toad or something, very ugly -_- & L thought frogs has 3 legs instead of 4.
Can someone clap for him? HAHHAHA.

Headed into the butterfly walk.

So many pretty buterflies! But it was really scary when it suddenly fly pass your face. -_-

Saw this cute little thing inside and we followed it, I didn't snap a proper photo of it cause it kept on moving. Very cuteeeee.

Spiderman?

Polar bear feeding was at 4.45. I asked 'someone' what's the time cause my watch was inside my bag and he said 4.30. So we waited.. for like half an hour. Then I checked my phone & it turned out to be 6 alr. HE MISTAKEN 5.30 FOR 4.30 HOW RETARDED IS THAT. LOL.

Biggest polar bear in the world is twice my height!

"Huh den?" HAHHAHAH jokerrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Proof that Men are ALL beasts. (Y)

& yeah that pretty much sums up the day. :)

Overall I enjoyed myself alot, a really perfect day. I really appreciate everything that you've done for me, every single bit. You're the first guy I really wanna spend the rest of my life with. I'm feeling veryyyy happy & contented with whatever I have in my life now. I hope everything I'm having now stays as it is. Thanks for everything & sorry for burning a big hole in your pocket Mr Rich. :)

Today was nice, I went to build sandcastles at Ecp with my Uncle & Kerin.
I was having bad cramps & feeling real lethargic but the smiles on Kerin's face when I complete a sandcastle for her is all worthwhile. :)

I feel really loved for now. I'm gonna turn in and get ready for the busy busy week ahead.
I'm gonna sleep with a smile tonight. & I hope whoever that's reading this is feeling happy too. :>

2010-05-12T00:51:00.005+08:00

Hellooooooooooooooo~

I'm feeling bored here. :( I'm actually revising on econs can you believe it?
Had telecom quiz yesterday, luckily it was manageable! Having another 2 quiz on thursday & econs next week omfg. :( Followed by term test at the end of May I guess? Sucks.

Many stuffs happened for the past week? Either me thinking too much or vise versa. Have to stop! Just let nature take it's course. Cherish whatever we have now like what you told me yesterday. Thinking too much won't do us good. Just like last night right? & if there's more nights like this just gimme a call immediately. My phone is 24/7 for you k? ^^

On a lighter note, I gave a big loud yawn in Sociology class today which made some of my classmate's impression of me kinda change cause I laughed really loud after that. Some of them thought I'm a quiet girl. Omg how hard it is to FOR ME keep that impression in someone's mind lor. One yawn killed it. :(

NIGHTY ALL. <3

2010-05-09T21:56:00.004+08:00

Kinda long since I last blog, currently at L's house.
He's sleeping & I wanna disturb him so badly but no I must be nice. HAHA.

Last tuesday's bbq was kinda fun at the last part. Hahahah.

Hope Jh enjoyed himself btw. :)

The girls! Qihui, me & Jam. ^^

Cake warrrrr! I didn't kena AT ALL but Jam hugged me after this picture!
My hair smelled like cake after that. Smelly but fun! Hehehe.

While waiting for Gek Ming to fetch us. :>

Watched Ip Man 2 with L & his friends at Amk hub after school on Wednesday.
Movie was goooooood. (Y)

Thursday L sick & I went over his house to 'take care of him'.
I disturbed him from his sleep instead. I need to be less playful. Huahuaaa.

Friday, watched Iron Man! I fell asleep in the cinema for awhile. :(
Ending was nice btw. :)

Mother's day celebration with Mummy & Daddy yesterday! :)
Went ep to have a niceeeeee dinner. Hehehehe.

Then headed to Kian's house to study. MIRACLE LOR he asked me to tutor him!
Had fun over there btw. The way we push rubbish to each other, the way we disturb each other in a damn cruel way but we love each other deeply inside. Aww ♥ them! ^^

Had no plans for today initially, called Bestfriend & wee she invited me to go over her house for Mother's day lunch with her family! :)
Everyone there was nice. I like her granny, very cute. Hahahaa.

Went L's house after that, then dinner with his family.
Paiseh ttm -_- he kept on disturbing me lor ass.
His little nephew, Shermen is veryyyy cute. Hahahah.

Now I'm back at his house. He's awake now weehoo. I shall stop here & get pictures up when I have the time! BAIBAIZ ALL.

PICTURES UPPPPPPPPPPP.

Deep in thoughts.

2010-05-05T07:54:00.004+08:00

I don't know what to do, I don't know how to start voicing out what I wanna say.
I really don't. & it really sucks cause I'll be thinking bout it all the time & it gets nowhere.
Hate myself for thinking so much.

:'(

2010-05-04T02:23:00.003+08:00

Early Mother's Day celebration with my relatives yesterday! :) Loveee.

School today is boring. :( Tmrw starts at 8 omg. -_-

Did nonsense after school. Somebody looks really woooo while drinking bubble tea eh? :) Don't hao lian okay my killer smile can pawn you too. :)

After hearing all those stuffs my girlfriends are suffering, I'm having serious heartaches. :(
I don't like to see my friends being sad, I can feel the pain too.
Guys are all jerks. Seriously what's so nice bout fucking around? Zzzzzzz. Hope they'll burn in hell. -.-
I just hope everything will turn out fine for all of them. :')

& Dearest, if you're reading this, stay strong alright, don't shed a tear cause it's not worth it. I'll treat you steamboat the next meetup. *hooks pinky* :)

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOG JOON HONG.
I can do nothing but to pray for your money to grow & get that earpiece soon.
& I'll be there tmrw. Please be shag for the next 10 years of your life. :)

2010-05-01T16:14:00.006+08:00

Another week of school passed and in conclusion, I still learnt nothing.
& quiz in a week's time omfg. I need to start being serious. :(

As usual the whole week was filled with fun, only after lessons!
I reach home near midnight almost everyday. Feels bad, idk why. Lol.

Went to watch Love in a Puff with L @ Bugis on Monday morning.

Mother fucking lol movie, Totally not nice & a waste of money. Sorrayee. :(

Thursday, went Whitesands with Anders, JW & L for Manhattan Fish Market.
Omg the food there is DAMN GOOD. Sinful meal. :(

Friday, headed to PS with Anders & L.
Minds cafe again lol. Basically, basically, the staffs working there kept on repeating this word while explaining to us how to play the games.

Went to walk around after that. :(
& headed home around 10. :)

I had a fun day disturbing L like mad. HAHAHAHA.
Or should I say fun week? I'm disturbing him everyday.
I know you like it but please stop smiling. :D

Today is Saturday & I've no plans, I wanna go PS to get the stuffs I saw yesterday but Im afraid I'll spend too much on useless thing. Zzzzzzz.

& I'm playing Chris Daughtry's Over You on repeat! Idk why either.

2010-04-26T00:33:00.008+08:00

End of the horrible week of school. I have to wake up much earlier than usual everyday. :(
But I spent time with L everyday after school! Hahahah. :D
Swensens on Thurs! Someone felt loved right? :)

Minds Cafe on Fri with Anders, Ky & L! Taboo & Gesstures was fucking fun.
I LOVE looking at how Anders act, epic shit HAHA I lol-ed like mad!
And our forfeit PAWN, L danced Wondergirl's Nobody at Minds cafe's entrance, Anders did some sexy dance and I talked to a plant for 1 minute.
The guy beside the plant was laughing at me lor, sibei paiseh. -.-
Ajisen for dinner after that, I had volcano again as usual. (Y)
Went to slack after that and then went back simei with L.
Bloody ass disturbed me like mad. :(

Weekends was spent with families as usual.

Alike? Just that my face much rounder. Lol. Hahahha love her muchiee! Cope well with your studies & please forget bout your stupid taurus my dear capricorn!

Went Ikea today to have hotdogs & bought my stringggg sweet. :)
School at 3 tmrw, but still have to sleep early cause I'm meeting L tmrw in the morning, hahaha!
Miss that bum so much!

2010-04-22T01:55:00.003+08:00

Watched How to Train Your Dragon yesterday!
Awesome show, the dragon is damn cute. :)

Then we took neoprints HAHA! His first neoprint taken. Suaku!
Thanks for making me so happy on this day. :)

Watched Date Night today with L & Anders.
Damn nice & mad funny! Hahahhaa.
Went mac to chit chat & all as usual.

Then went back to simei to have talks with L again. Feels nice. :)

School again sigh, 9 to 7. Fuck school seriously.
MINDS CAFE ON FRIDAY WHO WANTS TO GO?

2010-04-20T00:11:00.004+08:00

I didn't sleep last night, was dreading school's arrival. :(
I was so bored I went to cut my fringe short by a little.

Met up with L at 8 for breakfast & headed to change our CDS.
Went lunch @ TM Swensens with Anders Ky Joel Jw & Wk.

Headed back to school after that.
& I can sum up everything in a word: Horror

I HATE SCHOOL NABEI.
TMR STARTS AT 8 WTFFFF!

Came back home & find my fringe irritating & I cut it again.
BANGZ YO KAILI I'M IN YOUR GANG NAO.

Got presents from L today, Happy monthsary. :) Use your present please!
Haha thanks for the accessories & the very very long letter. Ilyyyyyyyyy. :)

K I'VE TO SLEEP NIGHTS ALL!

2010-04-19T02:49:00.004+08:00

I spent 70 ytd, 20+ on cab lor fml, so I still spend less than 50 I'm a good girl. :)
Nigel's bbq at night, pit 65, at the END of the park.
Cab to the end already still have to walk damn far zzzz. Everyone that came to the pit will give Nigel a scolding first, damn funny. And some guys pluck some stupid fire thingo from the shop next to Summer and the person came to look for us & make police report. -_-
Home after that, met quite a number of nice people there. :)

Woke up by Chan's call today & met him @ EP to catch up!
Accompanied him to FH & some staff couldn't make it last minute & boss asked me whether I wanna work. ^^
I got to know so much stuffs from my colleagues man. :)

Gonna head to bed now. Waking up in 5 hours time for school. :(
But I'm gonna see L so heeeeeeee :) Nights all!

2010-04-17T02:55:00.006+08:00

The rp dogs pon school today & we headed to Js's house for rockband & dota.
Lose 3 rounds straight thanks to Jh, keep lag and make us dulan spoil our mood.
But overall it was fun. :)

Feeling bored all alone now. At times like this, alot of things will run through my mind.
After so long, yeah I have to admit that I'm still thinking bout the past, how stupid I was to make that decision months ago which changed my life so much.
Really regretted making that choice, neglected so many of my friends and drift apart from them.
Lied to my mum for months too. :/ Who else to blame but myself?

I hate myself for going against my heart, for forcing myself to like something that I didn't in the first place. Was I making use of someone? I don't know myself either. If it is, I got my retribution I guess? I wasn't in love at all, cause I was still in my previous trap all along.. I did admit, I didn't keep it to myself. & I wasn't like any other girl in a r/s, I don't send sweet texts & all. I have no mood to dress up automatically on dates. I said I was different. But now I realised it's all excuses? & I kept on getting back again & again just because I'm too used to it. Wtf is wrong with me seriously. -.-

No one knows the whole story except for L that has been always there for me since the start of it. He knows every shits I faced through during that period. Please stop calling me stupid. :)

Now I'm all different hahaha. :) I'll send nice texts all of a sudden cause I got the urge to idk why either! Heh. & I'm smiling everyday to sleep now. & I'm also wondering when we'll start quarreling just like you do. Hahaha. :)

School's starting next Mon. Damn sad. :(
But tues is coming heh. I'm gonna learn how to train my dragon on tues! :)

Heading out with bestfriend tmrw. I need to limit myself to 50 bucks. Just 50 qy. PLEASE.

2010-04-15T03:37:00.003+08:00

Monday was Mj day w the my bitches & Eileen! :)
I was late as usual, Tay was even later. Bitch.

Lost 2 bucks in total after playing from 3 to 9? -_-
But was nice & fun cause I didn't see them for damn long for stupid reasons.
Why am I always doing things to torture myself just to make people happy? *slaps myself*

I'm glad I'm out of that trap now. :)

Yesterday I met up with the dogs @ Minds Cafe, Rach came along too. :)
Was damn fun especially the card snatching game.
The dog bone grabbing was fun too kept on playing cheat with Jh LOL.
And I finally know how epic Kl is in real life.
Now when I see windows, I will laugh to myself. Lol.

Pool after that & take pictures!

All not enthu keep siam my camera.
Js and Jh hiding behind me to siam LOL. Machiam dogs.

But I laolan keep take non stop until all of them flash out phone to take pictures of me LOL.

Headed to Astons for dinner & then went void deck to chit chat & blow styrofoams at each other. Lol.
Homed after that.

Met up w L today :))))))
Went to cut my fringe, looks the same to me but around 5cm gone? And I can't put it behind my ears already which is irritating. Zzzzzzz.

Went to Marina Bay then Marina Square then Marina Barrage. Lol.
Someone killed a little girl inside mrt with a wink right? HAHA.

:) :) :) :)

Lied down on the grass, had talks and all as usual. I love spending hours with him like this!
Today's most common topic is his FAVOURITE. Hahahha hello Mr H! (inside joke)

School is starting soon. I'm only looking forward to fridays. :)

2010-04-08T03:20:00.002+08:00

(3:15 AM) Hu Wei Jie `:	hi darling
(3:15 AM) Qiuyun ﺕ :	_l_
(3:15 AM) Hu Wei Jie `:	hello to my special someone
(3:15 AM) Qiuyun ﺕ :	_l_
(3:16 AM) Hu Wei Jie `:	hello to the one who gonna spend her rest of her life with me
(3:16 AM) Qiuyun ﺕ :	_l_
(3:16 AM) Hu Wei Jie `:	hello to the one who's gonna go japan with me
(3:16 AM) Qiuyun ﺕ :	_l_
(3:16 AM) Hu Wei Jie `:	hello to the one who's gonna create a family of 5 with me
(3:16 AM) Qiuyun ﺕ :	_l_
(3:17 AM) Hu Wei Jie `:	hello to the one i love so much
(3:17 AM) Qiuyun ﺕ :	_l_
(3:17 AM) Hu Wei Jie `:	hello to the one who i adore so much
(3:17 AM) Qiuyun ﺕ :	_l_
(3:18 AM) Hu Wei Jie `:	hello to the one who always scold me _\|_
(3:18 AM) Qiuyun ﺕ :	_l_
(3:18 AM) Hu Wei Jie `:	i give up
(3:18 AM) Qiuyun ﺕ :

HAHAHA he never fails to make me smile. :)

2010-04-07T01:07:00.007+08:00

Breakfast with Jess & Rach last week.
All the 3 of us wore blue, hahahaha sucha coincidence!

Went Bugis for shopping with bestfriend!
Spent 100 plus in hours and I drag her off that place. -_-

Dinner @ Swensens!

Shes praying for smth that didn't come true. :(

Clementi after that, Qz knows Jk, lol funny!
Watch the guys dota after that. -.- sibei sibei sian.

Cab home after that, I guess the guys paid, thanks!

Met up with L on Thursday heh. :D
Went funan to get my lappy fixed, Penin to get his tees changed and then to Hougang to get our stuffs we bought online. Spent money again but happy!

Went to the old place again to have talks & take pictures.
And gave him smth I owe him, damn funny lor I kept on laughing!

Ahlian bo?

I like this photo alot. :)

Friday & weekends was spent with my family.
Very very funnnn HAHA.
Praying & Hougang on fri.

Vivo & Hougang on sat!

Wore the same colour, lol. Was planning to go rollerblade that's why we wore this!
But rained. :( So we headed to Vivo.

Icecream @ Swensens. Sin. :(

Willy wonka sweet from Candy Empire! Damn nice.

The pink bear @ Minitoons is damn chio!

Hahaha she loves it when I piggyback her. :)

Awwww.

Kian & Aunt house on Sun!

Both wearing Cotton on shirt, hahah I bought his for him! :)

Haha Kian is sucha retard, still love him anyway! :)

Eh-you-take-what-picture face. _l_

Found this inside some random plug @ Aunt's house. The lizard is dried up, damn gross. -.-

Met up with Phoebe yesterday for Starbucks.
Spent money again zzzzz I need to start saving!

My first time drinking frappe W/O whipped cream. I ish good girl!

Rach came and we went over to Derek's for MJ.
I just watched tv, have talks with Pauline & Phoebe & disturb Pauline's hammy. Fun. :)

Met up with Js, Ck & Kl today for breakfast.
Had talks that made me lol, I found out so much stuffs today!

Met bestfriend for lunch. Wore the TOTAL same outfit w/o planning.
Damn malu lor!
Why am I always wearing the same outfit as the person I'm meeting recently? Lol.

Bus to Amk after that, the trip nearly killed me.
Spent time with L till 12 and I cab home. :) Ily!
Now I know how it feels like to get irritated non stop when you're feeling sleepy.
But the reason it's because you wna see smth so I'll forgive you. Hahaha!

What's the plan for tmrw?

2010-03-30T05:17:00.004+08:00

Happy 18th birthday Kay Yuen! :)

Met L @ Simei station. Then went over Funan to walk around, went to look for Kelven ahahha.
Headed to Penin and I pushed him into a shop he didn't wanna enter. In the end he came out with 91 bucks flying out from his pocket. I'm so nice. HAHAH!

Went over Bugis to meet up with the rest and the Andrew to get my camera. ^^
Bought Ky's present & went for fooooood.
Had really long talks & gossips while waiting for the rain to stop.

Took this sibei cute & ahgua picture of Anders.

HAHA damn gay la.

Sherm look damn innocent here, lol!

Headed to ECP for rollerblading, but it was raining and all the shops were closed. -.-
So we went over to Parkway for Swensens. :)

Birthday boy!

The cake which I didn't touch cause it's too sinful. -.-

Hi Mr superman. :)

Group photo! Sherm, Me, Anders, Joel, Jw & Ky.

Headed for pool after that but it's closed. Today plan really fail. LOL!
Home-d after that.

^^

Something happened before I came home.
Really made me :DDDD till I cannot :DDD anymore. Idiot. HAHAHA!
I won't forget that face. And how my head went all crazy & siao over it. :)

Singing tmr! Weeeee.
& I WNA TRY SUNSET GRILLS'S LVL 30 WINGSSSSSSS

2010-03-30T03:11:00.003+08:00

Last Friday over @ Rach's was gooood. :)
Went over @ 6? They were waiting for me lor, HAHA sorry sorry. :)

Bake cake first! And while cake is in the oven we cook maggi! & 20 hotdogs w 2 packets of fishball.
They're mad la buy so much. -.-

All this kinda things is always done by me.
Pour soup, fry things. Lol.

Me. No make up that day = no face take pic. Lol.

First cake failed. Rachels recipe, any-o-how put. Nice. Lol.

Jitao no taste at all. Lol.

2nd cake! Is sibei nice lor!

Heart is for you fatty. :D

Cab back home @ 12 plus with Jessy. ^^

Went out with Sissy to sing on Sunday!
She kept on irritating me all the way lor, cannot stand her.
Hahah heart to heart talks with her is always the best. Love you sis!
And rmbr to pray uh. HAHAHHAHAA!

2010-03-26T13:46:00.001+08:00

Hello hello. I was supposed to head out with Jess & Rach but I overslept.
And they're at some far far places & I've no mood to walk now, my tummy's hurting like mad. :(

Btw ytd was fun hehe.
Met up with Jess & accompany her to do her stuff.
Talk bout almost everything that afternoon. :)
Saw someone which made me -_- -_-

Met up with L in school to do Sha's birthday card. Heh. :)
Bought a bear puzzle for her, so cute lor! We did it 'TOGETHER' hor? LOL.
Took a really long time to finish everything cause someone was doing nothing but disturbing me. -.-

Went to look for Sha and had a long talk, kept on disturbing each other lol.
Hpapy 23rd birthday girl. :)

Left for dinner after that, saw some people after that & I was blushing like mad LOL.
Sibei paiseh please. -.-

Home-d after that.
HAHA someone wna do something today but scared uh? HAHAHHA. :D

2010-03-24T02:47:00.003+08:00

L came to fetch me today & train to cityhall. :D
Met up with the guys and went to Kbox.
Jacky offered us free french fries! Thanks! :)

Shermaine, Anders, me & L!

Sang from 3 to 7 & headed to watch Kidnapper.
Damn not nice, so much bloody scenes. -.-

Idk why but I felt weird when L paid my movie ticket. Weird. Lol.

Went to take pictures after that.
Didn't have a tripod, all the angles fail cause we used self timer!

The only picture with the best angle.

I like this picture alot, heh heh. :)

Headed home after that. Meet up soon guys! :D

L sent me home as usual, I kena scolding from someone lor, say I stubborn all.
Cb jerk. HAHAHAHA I love you still!

Overdue pics!
Saturday @ Hougang,

My fav little cousin, love her alottttt. <3

This camera sibei zai. The make up mode make our skin flawless. SIBEI CHIO.

D came over to play pool with my family.
Damn fun was lol-ing like retards. LOL!

Headed out the next day. ^^
Planned to go food fair but didn't. SIN LOR! :(

Went shopping instead hahaha but didn't buy much stuff, time was too tight cause we need to meet L & Mummy for Kbox!

D bought this bunny thingo fr 13 bucks, damn cute.

I ish rabbit. ^^

Hahha that's all!
All the photos are uploaded over @ Facebook, these are the nicer ones that I picked out. :)
I'm sooo tired after uploading and tagging. & I'm starving! :(

K I'm off, baibai people :)

2010-03-22T04:00:00.003+08:00

You colour up my life. ^^

D came over ytd night. Had talks again. Cheerup girl. :)
Headed out to Cityhall, plan to get our asses at the food fair but didn't, sinnn.
Went AMK to look for Jo instead, with Mummy! And headed to Kbox. :)

Went out with my relatives ytd, with pictures! Will upload them soon.

I WNA GO TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS OMG :(

2010-03-20T04:27:00.002+08:00

A picture speaks a thousand words, here's two thousand words!

Movie with D & Marina Barrage with L today.
Thanks for bring me there. Although it was raining, but it was with you heh!
I enjoyed myself alot. :) Love.

Bitching with Phoebe now omg that girl is sibei cute. :)

2010-03-19T12:27:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling very very bored at home.
Meeting the girls but they're sleeping ley. :(
L also sleeping. WHY I WAKE UP SO EARLY ZZZ.

Bitching with Glovor on msn. HAHA sibei funny.
Melon melon. :)

Should I bomb their phone or wait for them to wake up? :/

2010-03-19T01:35:00.004+08:00

Met up with Jess, Sh & Vannie for lunch yesterday. :)

Me, Jesslyn & Vannie! My hair is in a mess LOL I rushed out la.
JESS STOP LAUGHING @ ME & MY SHOE.

Went Tamp with Sh to meet my primary school friends.
Bus ride was SO funny lor we can't talk & text at the same time.
& I'm very ganjiong to tell him what I wanna say but he keep texting and he can't absorb what I say and when he's done I receive another text! -.-

Hi Kj, stop blushing when I por that you're handsome. LOL!

Me & Samuel.

Took a group photo with the guys before I left. :)

Went to meet Aloy & Jo and headed to Rach's house for MJ together with Diana!
Diana & me was like the joke of the day lor, damn noob. Lol.
Jo & I lost 18 bucks each. _l_

They went for dinner and I went to look for my pri school friends cause the girls were there!
Some stuffs happened la idiot I nearly teared. Thanks guys. :)
I jumped like a retard when I received the text LOL crazy shit.

Went to wait for L to come back. :)
Had no plans bout what to do so we went to the old place to sit down and have heart to heart talks.
Dig out so much stuffs to say, stuffs that no one knows, kept on in my heart for quite long already.
Nealy cried out loud but I controlled. :/ sorry k.
I don't know what I did to deserve you really. I'm really happy to have you by my side when I'm always down.
Talk again soon alright? I know we will, our topics are never ending. :)
The thingo ytd made me really shock but it's nice.
Thanks for telling me that you're gonna put in effort. Thanks for everything you've did for me. :)

2010-03-18T02:55:00.008+08:00

Hehehehe hello!

Last Wednesday I went.. kite flying! :D My virgin trip. Hahaha. :)

Met up with the guys for gym & headed to get stuffs for picnic heh. :)
They were telling me bout life.
Life is like a kite, it has ups and downs.
So whenever it's down, pull the string and get yourself up.
Kinda useful, when I'm sad Jo will ask me to "Pull string pull string." :)

Pictures!

LOL @ their face, machiam kids.

Hahahah awww. _l_

Photo of the day. Damn drama. Lol! But nice. :)

Rach is in the air~ HAHAHA.

Sushi <3

Classic kiam pa face he always gives while eating.

Gummy bearrrrrrr :)

^^

Applied mascara for him. Hahahah gay shit.
Loveee his pointy pointy nose!

Stupid people with stupid scars on his palm(inside joke) HAHA

Andersan!

Memeeee. :)

Talk cock till night time and we just lie down and chitchat singsongs & have fun. :)

Tuesday, Diana woke me up at 12 telling me there's training at 3pm at Jurong. _l_
Woke Bestfriend up and met up, wasted trip, I know everything, it was all the same la. Nb.

Went back to Cityhall, went Penin to get the same watch back. Thanks to Kian la always take my stuffs, lol.
Cab to Cityplaza & had arnolds. (Y)

Diana, Rach & me!

Muacks. :) I'll always love bestfriend. :)

Meet Mar & Wendy @ night! So long since we last met la.
Sat down & chit chat & cam whore! Hahah they were complaining bout the pics lor sibei cute.

Pictures!

Wendy's _l_ is for you. :)

Mar: Hahaha I take mirror la act act yi xia.
That's why I laugh till :D she's damn funny lor lol. Keep kp the pictures.
I know her since I was k2 la! Hahahha.

Wendy managed to make me laugh although I was in a very foul mood.
Thanks girls. <3

2010-03-16T23:32:00.002+08:00

Feeling tired tired now. :(
Went shopping with Momo today! Hehehe was fun. :)

Gonna meet Jesslyn for lunch tmrw, that crazy girl has a craving for Kfc and I live just opposite her so I'm the victim to cure her craving. Lol kidding. :)

Class gathering tmrw but Jerome is going zzz so I'm gna give it a miss.
Sorry can't communicate to him it's a core to see his face. Lol.
I'm just gonna meet them for awhile I guess, a few minutes?
To see how much they've changed! Hahaaa.

Tmrw's gonna be fun, I'm gonna disturb lausai like free HAHA.
Bye peepees. :D:D

2010-03-15T22:55:00.005+08:00

4 days of work was fun, met new people.
C guy's name is Weekiat LOL, damn cute la. Diana asked me to asked for his email when we left but I didn't haha.
I'm not that type of person, tsktsk. :)

Anyway ytd was a niceeee day heh heh. :)
Life's getting better :D I lost so much but god gave me something back in return.
I deserve better. :>

I'm talking to Sis & Shaakir on msn.
Sis facing stupid probs omg childish guys. -.-
Shaakir went to the themepark @ US lor WAHLAU EH I WANT. :(

I wanna watch Alice In the Wonderland? Any kind souls wanna accompany me? :)

I'm gna blog bout my first kite-flying experience and all. Still doing the pictures!
Baiiii people.

P/S: Faster wake up leh lausai fatty.

2010-03-14T01:45:00.004+08:00

I'm gna sleep soon. :) Btw I'm here to blog bout a unusual situation I encountered today.
Was on the bus, I still remembered this person nearly tripped and hold onto the handle bar and accidentally touch my hand and I stareeeee, lol.
Then when I alight, this person actually tapped my shoulder and I took out my earpiece from my ears and gave a weird look.

C: Are you working for the IT fair?
Me: Err yeah why?
C: Is it really cheap? Like how isit like over there?

And that's how we started out conversation and exchanged numbers in the train on my way to cityhall.
We click REALLY well, talked bout poly life and all and C said I look like XS. -_-

I made a friend like this, found out that C is my friend's sibling omg! Sucha coincidence.
We're gna meet up soon!

What an unusual way to make friends right, haha. :)
I'm feleing happy oh wee today but I cried, ahh for idk why just cried all of a sudden.

Btw if you're reading this get well soon lehhhhh pull string for me. :)
Thanks for being there all the time, but sometimes I really don't wna disturb you.

2010-03-10T23:48:00.021+08:00

Omg this post is gna be a longgggg one.

Day 1: 2nd March
Bus ride was really longgg, regretted sititng beside Jo cause he kept on disturbing me.
Kept on pulling my blanket when I wanna sleep, then purposely say things to make me ahem.
Bastard. Lol.

Reached Genting at around 5 & took pictures! :) Hahaha.

Hip hop yo, -_-

Genting version! Hahaha.

Went to check in for hotel, then started playing Monopoly. Frigging fun.

Went down to Marrybrown for food then headed back to hotel to sleep!

Then went down to Marrybrown for food again lol, then headed to sing. :)

With mo & dad! :)

Went back early cause we're supposed to wake up early the next morning!

Day 2:3rd march
Went for buffet breakfast! Then headed for theme park woo!
Haha first ride was Cyclone? The 4 people roller coaster, sat with Ky he scared the shit outta me. Kept on 'omg im dying' when it's not scary at all! -.-
2nd ride was, cockscrew? Was so empty la we had to wait for 24 people to be on the rollercoaster to start!
Sat infront with Wk for the first time. Wasn't really scary.

Headed for Space shot. We managed to psyco Ky for days to get on it! Lol. All of us went. I screamed like nobody's business. It'll really make your balls shrink when the thing shoots down. Lol.
I kena scolding by Wk cause I screamed too loud, HAHAH. :)
I told them how scary it is and they made a joke out of it. Dogs -.-
Went again, and this time round I was freaked out by Jo's expression omg he was so scared la. Heart pain!

Then paid bloody RM10 to get to flying coaster. Doesn't look appealing but it was :O lol.
Kinda fun. Machiam superman. :)

Went back to hotel again cause it was frigging hot.
Jo, Jw & I wanted to get back to the themepark for more rides. :)
Managed to tickle Anders up to join us! Hahha.

Went there for more Cockscrew, we sat a total of 7 times just to get a nice picture! Hahaha damn cock la. Was totally immune to it already until we know where the camera is and pose!

HAHA everyone else was laughing with us too and Joel went to hide.
We didn't buy this photo, we bought another one which is more omfg lol.

Jo skipped the Space shot to take pictures for us! :)

Hahha damn cute, see no evil, say no evil, hear no evil.

Sat space shot 4 times! The safety thing go really really lose and we stopped. -.- Damn scary.

Went to this London cafe on the bus! To take pictures cause they're closing soon.

The waiter took this for us, damn friendly. :)
Haha like this picture alot. Anyway I spent RM48 to get that bear lor!
Anders, Jo & Jw also spent money. -.- cheaters!
HAHA my shooting skills welly zai :)

Went back to take pictures again.

Headed back to the hotel, washed up and headed to Starbucks for Monopoly.
That's the day I realised Ky is damn funny, epic shit lol!
Headed back to hotel around 4am.

3rd day: 4th March

Trip to KL! :) Thanks to Wk, he knows how to get there. Hahhaa.
Cable car ride! :)

Took a bus there after that, things there wasn't really nice. Weather was damn hot. :(
Went for Kenny Roger's around 5, then headed back to Genting.

For Glow in the dark bowling! Omg mad fun.
Loser has to wear a pink hello kitty boxers I brought there! Hahaha.

Say hi to irritating Wk! It's so hard to get him to take a proper picture la. -.-

HAHAHHA EPIC SHIT

Ander's and Jo's score was really near, then Ander's ball went to the alley. HAHA then he was real shag and Jo went to break dance! All of us was laughing like mad. Luckily the music there is really loud if not it'll be damn embarrassing. Lol. -.-

The scores! HAHA Qiuyun pawnz. :)
Headed back to wash up & went to Mac for supper.
Then went back for Monopoly again! :)

Someone's 'smelly smelly(chou chou)'.
He claims that it's princess. LOL! Not gna say who this belongs to, he'll kill me.HAHA so gay.

Day 4: 5th March

We slept till 4pm -_- went for teppenyaki buffet.
Cooking was a chore, the butter kept on jumping out la. Damn irritating.
But food was good!

Headed for shopping after that. ^^

Jo is forever vain.

Hahha all of us got stuff, Ky earn money by helping us carry things. :>
Went back to hotel to change and went for for photo taking! :)

Wk & Jo inside the lift.

Lol Jo was like 'Fuck me!' then this ang moh guy inside the lift with us was like O.O 'Nice. Fuck me, too!'
Then Jo went 'I'm not gay I'm not gay' All of us were like HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA inside the lift. Damn funny.

The only decent photo with all of us inside.
I guess Wk wants me to upload this la, haolian at Genting still can wear singlet. Lol.
Went Starbucks before that. :)

Packed food and headed back to hotel to talktalk.
Thanks guys for those advices. :)

Last day: 6th March
Some of them didn't sleep the whole night!

Hahha then bathe alr sleep until like log.
Jo will love me for taking this photo. Sho cute. Alot of girls will wanna know him. :)

OMG I am finally done! I shall find time to blog bout ytd & today, with pictures!

It's 3.30 now, I'm on the phone with L, I'm all alone at home so he's accompanying me to talk!
But he toh already, he's sound asleep now. But I'm still on the phone. In case I see anything I can scream and wake him up. LOL.

Btw I passed everything for my previous semester!
My friends who checked pass too! Hahaha happy for myself & them! :)
K's having his test tmr, hahaha good luck oppa! :)
And hope sales tmrw will be good! :D

2010-03-10T13:22:00.003+08:00

Mir turned 19 today! ^^ Korean guys are SO FUGGING AWWW.

Gna blog son I guess, before the 4 days or work! My blog seems so dead. :(
Ciao people!

2010-03-01T14:12:00.007+08:00

"To SomeOneTwoThreeAndFour out there, A holiday trip is meant for you to put every single thing behind and not raking up the past. Release stress , forget every remorseful moment and also enjoy with laughter. Enjoy to the fullest with a big smile! I can understand how you're feeling right now but you need to move on with courage to face every hindrance opposing you. Everything won't go smoothly like you want it to be."

Thanks Jo shuuuu loves you hahaha.

From the start Rach told me what to do & what not to.

I chose not to listen to her, ending myself up in piles of shits now.

She even told me Joel is someone i can trust! Asked me to mix around with him in school cause poly friend are all ew.
Love is blind I guess. I'm glad that Rach is still there for me all the time despite me doing shits to her. I won't forget hanging up her call just because I wanna follow my heart and she's asking me not to.
An hour later I called her and she still picked up the call and consoled me cause I was crying after doing the stuff she asked me not to.
Thanks girl, you're really my Bestfriend. :) Love.
I remembered her saying it'll last less than 6 months. And I told her I'll prove her wrong. -.-

I'm smiling as I'm typing this, Jo is there to shosho me(Haha so gay!) and sitting beside me later to talk to me right? :)

I'll be smiling like this later on! Haha.

I'm gonna enjoy myself to the fullest. Thanks for everything Jo. :)

Btw idk what was I doing last night, I went to text something I shouldn't, was I drunk? Lol.
Thanks for your concern anyway, I'm gonna takecare of myself. :)

I'm leaving Sg at 10.30pm later! Won't be blogging till I'm back. Unless I find ways to get internet access there! Takecare people. Love!

2010-02-28T02:33:00.005+08:00

Life can't get any worse, I chose to walk this path. Although I really wanna turn back but I guess it's too late. It's better this way too? But I'm feeling shitty for the past 2 days..
Even while packing for the trip, the first 2 pieces of clothing i chose was his, the hoodie and the baseball tee.
I put it back after realising that I shouldn't be wearing it cause it doesn't belong to me anymore..
I'm starting to regret, and I know I mustn't.
I went all crazy and said things on impulse, it was all anger words, those in caps.
I guess I'm pms-ing cause it always visits me at the start of the month.
No point explaining anymore, idk why am I blogging bout this too.
I need to move on.

I won't be blogging till the end of next week I guess?
Genting on monday, I must have fun.

2010-02-25T13:34:00.007+08:00

Q905! I'm gna miss all of you the next sem, awwww. :(

I'm all alone at home feeling so bored so I decided to update bout the busy busy week. :)

Anyway Cny was awesome :) All the usual angpao collecting, nonstop supplies of steamboat and cny goodies, and gambling!
Omg this year they taught me a new game called in between and it will really make your balls shrink at times.
Kian bet 260 one shot and OMG he got all of them! Damn lucky la.
I can't wait for next year's cny!

14th feb: First day of Cny was the usual places, Granny's then cousin's house to gamble. Then over to Gor poh's house and then back to cousin's house.
I gambled till 8 in the morning and Brother fetched me home. :)

15th feb: 2nd day of Cny was at Aunt's house, steam baot and gambling as usual and home.

16th feb: 3rd day was fun, and loved. Lims came to fetch us casue P came over first, headed to Aunt's house for lunch and gambling! I was really touched when he won 21 bucks and he passed 20 to me cause I was losing. Omg loveeeeee. Hahaha.

Went over to angpao river with the Lims @ Marina bay platform!
Was really hot but I felt nice cause hahahha hohohoh omg I'm a retard.
Dinner was @ tm, teppenyaki! Awesome food. :)
Then headed over to Rach's for gambling again! Hahhaha.
Kian came over, P, his friend and us headed to his house to gamble till morning.
Then heheh stayover. I had a hard time sleeping beside a smelly armpit lor! HAHAHA kidding! It was nice. :)

17th feb: Woke up and went to FH for lunch and sayonara. :(
Then met up again at night with Chan to study, then Shaakir came to meet us and help me pierceeee, wasn't pain but it hurt for a week! It's alright now anyway. :) Thanks!
HSMH after that. :)

18th feb: Met up to study with P and Chan as usual. Lepak @ Ep at ngiht and some stuffs happened. Worst night ever. :( Lol what a happening week uh! Thanks for being there btw, i love you manymanymany. Like mouse and cheese rmbr? Hahahha.
HSMH again after that!. :)

19th feb: EP for lunch, saw Jack! Then headed to school to study, cleared most of our doubts with Mr Lok, maths suck balls, lol.
Went back home to change, P was hiding below my block, lol mad cuteeee.
Went over Temasek CC for dinner with Lims and the prawn boss. Lol he's really good at eating prawns so that's what I named him. :)
Went over to Downtown for chalet, met up with Malcolm & Jerry.
Left after awhile and Uncle met up with me at E!hub and he treat me moooveeee(movie), Soldiers! :)
Mad nice and funny. :) Home-d @ 3!

20th feb: Work full today! The hougang as usual, nothing much. :)

The following week was mugging and exams! Finally over heh damn happy.

Kbox with classmates after exam! Anders Ky, Joel & Sherm! Jack was working there, hahah.

Went for the buffet one, SO MUCH FOOD. -.-

It was really fun hahahaha. :)

K I'm gonna go out soon after I'm done with the post for the other blog :) P just cut his hair for me! Like finally, haha I'm smiling like a retard man. I feel so loved all of a sudden. :D
Bye people!

2010-02-22T01:56:00.001+08:00

I love being busy, studying and cny and those time spent with P and you know who! :)
It has been a busy week! Every single day is soso packed.
E Maths paper tomorrow, exams will be ending on the wed and I'll blog bout everything alright! :)
Good luck to those having exams tomorrow.
Qy loves everyone manymany. Hahahah :)

2010-02-13T21:58:00.003+08:00

Relatives over @ my house for reunion dinner. :)
Kaili is beside me using her phone to msn me and disturb me. -.-

Exams in a week, I'm dead.
Idk any shits bout anything. Gonna chiong from next Wed onwards.

Yesterday the day before was fun & nice. :)
Whole class dressed up for school on Thursday as it'll be the last day we will be together as a class.
Took pictures and played games. Was really really fun. I'll miss Q905 like madddddd.

I went out with Lims brother yesterday, hahahha Aidan & Caden!
Went town and Bugis. :)
Caden disturb me like free one. -.- But it was fun anyway, hahaha.
Lunch & dinner was @ market but it was nice. I felt soso nice. :)

Btw don't ask me bout it anymore, my life is complicated now.
I don't know what am I doing, I just followed my heart thats all.
I hope things will turn out right. :)

K I'm going off for dinner. Byeeeee :)

2010-02-05T23:59:00.008+08:00

Stayed in school till late ytd agan, damn scary.
Joel came running back to me when I acted that I was pissed and walked away, but he told me he was acting I was acting too. Lol. It was funny anyway. HAHA
Was talking bout those ghostly encounters and I became damn timid.
Wanna go to the toilet but no girls around, i went in with Anders & Joel instead.
They were damn afraid that I'll run out of the cubicle cause they were peeing. LOL!

Went for football@ cable tv & meet momo and homeeeeee.

Today was fun, last leason of lab.
Jo said he will stop disturbing me from today onwards.
He will break this promise, for sure. Lol

Went Funan with Diana and Rach to look for Kelven.
Pizzahut after that, mad fun lol!
Then went for another interview, Diana is working there tmr!
Then had talks with Kelven, haha he's forever that friendly and nice. :)
Our job is confirmed yay. But not sure what brand yet, most probably Samsung. :)

Went Bugis for shopping after that, omg everything is soso cheap. -_-
Spend quit an amount and Diana kept on asking me to stoppppppp. Lol.
Home after that. :)

Dogs jio-ed me for k tmr but I'm having a bad sorethroat, they don't believe me. :(

I'm painting the door for cny! Hahaha.
Reunion dinner over @ cousin's house tmr. Yay. :)

2010-02-04T02:23:00.007+08:00

I'm talking to the dogs while typing this, wall of text for them! Hahaha.
I spent today really happily, I was laughing and all, Anders forced me to eat and promised to bring me to gym soon! Hahaha.

Jap was fun, Jk and Luqman are awesomeee teammates, I had loads of fun during the whole procedure. :) They paid for everything, props and stuff, they did all the printing. Omg gentlemens. :)

Stayed in school and did stuffs, went outside 8th floor and had heart to heart talks with Anders and Joel. View of the sky was really nice. Spend a long time chatting, and laughing real hard, ahaha. :) I find Ky's shyness really cute, and he's really afraid of ghost, we stayed till late and the lights off and on itself and all of us went o.o hahah and when Wk walked out of the lift, Ky's face was epic. I find Wk irritating but really nice, I find Anders a really nice friend to confide to, and Joel was disturbing me like how he used to. :) I was just acting I'm not pissed, you should know it. :) I found out so much things bout them today, and how they felt bout it and the way they treat me and all. I'm like the same old girl mixing around with a whole bunch of guys again, I told them how I wish I was a guy and I can play with them. Cause there's some stuffs I can't do cause I'm a girl!
Pastamania after school, they had pizza marathon, damn funny. Joel's stomach HAHAHA. We poked each other's stomach lol, mine's softest. Tooo much water intake. -_- Wk got 6 meatballs. Lollll.

Met up with Rach and Nigel! And went lepak with his friends, for just half an hour? I made fun of the 2 guys which I don't even know, calling hima wimp and all HAHA damn funny and that girl which I don't even know her name, we kept on talking bout bitches hahaha. We click damn fast idk why! Took the last train home, saw Diana at Simei mrt and gave her a quick hug before she board the train. Smile my dear. :)

Btw I made a desicion that I regretted but now I'm alright.
The only thing I regretted is that if I didn't say that out of anger, he won't be fagging now.
But he's listening to his friends, ha that proves how unimportant I am, shouldn't be so stupid and gave so much. Lesson learnt!

Chan told me his point of view from a guy and telling me what guys will do and all. And treating me bubble tea when he's so tight in cash. Accompanying me to work and all just because I was crying and I called him. Thanks.

Diana & Rach being always there for me, they're always just a cell away, and they came to stayover at during the most horrible Sunday night just to accompany me. That night was the first night I managed to finish a mega McSpicy, thanks for the treat to cheer me up and make me eatttt, haha. Thanks for texting and calling me everyday asking whether I'm alright and asking me to stay strong, I love you girls alot.
Jesslyn for being there too, just a call and 15 minutes later she's at my house! Lol.

I stopped working at FH for this week, but I'm gonna go back next week or after my exams cause Chan wants me to. It's stupid to quit cause of that reason. I shouldn't run away from it, I should face it and try to overcome it.

I'm smiling as I'm typing this, I've woke up. Finally!
I can't believe I gave down all my pride and all for this and get soft hearted with a peck on my forehead and those tickles.
Sorry Rach for hanging your call and ignoring you for that, I was too stubborn.

It's better to be what I am now, I deserve better.
It's a lesson learnt, I've lost the will to trust anyway, I've to learn how to trust again.
Being all alone is better than being in the wrong r/s.

I love my friends, really really much, the way they keep telling me funny stuffs to keep me laughing so my mind will be off that shitz, touched my heart.
And the one who said 'oh' after i typed a long text. LOL cannot stand that idiot.

Sorry for neglecting all of you guys for the last 4 months.
All of them wants me to change back to the noisy girl, Rach, Diana, Chan, Joel, Anders and so on.
I will, give me a week's time. :)
Thanks for everything alright, and Genting trip on March, I can't wait, confirm it soon pleaseeee hahaha.

"You only find a few people in this world, a few people who will tell you they love you and mean it with all of their heart. Don’t forget those people who stood by you through it all. Those special few that were there for you until the end."

Remember this qy, you have friends with you.
I'm gonna concentrate on my studies, it's the most important thing now cause I know nuts bout everything and it's 3 weeks to exams. I need to be hardworking! I wanna score all A. LOL idiot stop laughing!

I'm gonna hug barney back to sleep, I'm gonna find the old me back, I'm gonna have a good sleep tonight cause I received so much good night messages today.
I don't want anymore mind fucking anymore thanks.
If theres anything for me to regret now, it's not the phone calls, sweet texts and all. It's the friendship we had before and how it felt nice when you were there for me.
I'll try to be nice and all, but if I can't then I'm sorry, I don't like to be fake. :)
You must overcome this and taking everything off your heart, be firm and stay strong qy.

2010-01-31T14:48:00.001+08:00

I didn't sleep the whole night.
My eyes are horrible. Sigh..

I'm not gonna give up cause my hearts tells me so. I know I'm stubborn not to heed my friend's advice but I wanna do nothing but to follow my heart now. I know it's silly but that's the only thing I wanna do now. I wanna see you smile, I want those morning calls again, I want those long talks, I want you to text me again asking me why didn't I reply, I want meetups at n2 before scohol, I want you to treat me how you used to.
Everything's changing but I can't do anything but to wait for you to change back..
I'm willing to cause I really really hate you. Really do.

2010-01-31T14:31:00.002+08:00

Alju Granny passed away on wed. :/
Pcb test on thurs was weehoo fun. Lunch with classmates and met up with Rach after that.
Then back to class, blahblah.

Went to Aidan's house after school, Phoebe and Shaakir came.
Went carpark to met up with the rest and headed to Kallang. Shaakir tompang me with his Aprilia. Damn shiok. :) I kept on tickling his belly lolll.
Went Mt Faber after that, I got shocked when we were heading down. He purposely did something which made me O.O like a retard. Lol.
Headed home after that, was fun. :)

Met up with Rach after school on Friday again, lepakkkk at my school till 3, ahhaha thanks for accompanying me. :)

Yesterday I spent 10 to 5 packing up my room to keep myself occupied.
Hougang at night again.

2010-01-27T00:24:00.002+08:00

Sup, LOL.

It has been so long since I last updated! Busy with school, work and blah shitz.
Anyway, last thurs, I met up with Diana, Rach & Phoebe!
Headed to Rach's house for dinner and went to her room to partyyy.
Kidz, we started being vain. I help D & R trim their brows! Hahaha damn fun. :)
Then played with makeups and all and headed home alr.

Edev lab test on friday was easy. I'm gonna score! :)
I met up with Ivan & Tay after that.
Went library and did, nothing.
But talk cock and laugh and took pictures and yada doodle.

I know it's stupid but we had a really good laugh @ all these shits. Lol.

Ivan's mouth, my teeth, and Tay's face so chio. :B

Lol @ Tay's neck HAHHA. Ivan's hair looks like a pineapple here.

Met P and headed to Shawn's house for PS3, I did nothing anyway.
His granny was horrible. Made me talk back to her the 1st day I met her. -.-

Saturday, went town with my relatives. Saw Mar again! Hahaha.
Town is boring as usual, lol.

I went msia with my relatives on Sun!
Damn fun hahaha, Kian and Kaili was being damn irritating. Lol.
Just went some random temple and touch idk what fish, damn big.

Then went to shop and yada, the mall is damn sian.
Dinner and then slept through the 3 hours ride home.

Dfund quiz and com prog lab test today. Everyone says dfund is easy but I don't know any shit.
Comprog was nerve wreaking! Last question was zzzzz. :(
Headed to bikini bottom after that and went to work.
Aidan & Shaakir came down after my work, went Simpang for supper and home. :)

School again tomorrow argh. Bye.

2010-01-21T22:37:00.004+08:00

You know a point of time when you really really need someone so badly that just a call and listening to their voice makes you feel that everything is gonna be fine cause they're really important to you and just simple words they say makes you smile?
Where are you when I need you?
What I want is you to call me and talk to me till I cool down.
It's not bout controlling. If you can talk to me when you're out I don't mind.
You rather slack with your friends, have fun and all when I'm all alone at home crying like a bitch.
And asking me what is wrong with me asking you to get back home.
Just because your friend said "Don't let a girl control you."
Yeah I heard it. Now I know where I stand in your heart. I guess I'm just not that important.

Everytime when you have family matters I'm always there.
What bout you?

2010-01-21T02:08:00.002+08:00

Luvvv my nails hehehhe.

Didn't paint em since idk when haha. About a month? And it feels weird cause it looks simple.
Nails are meant to be painted! Hahaha.
But it was yellowish and I buff till my nails went soooo thin and crack like mad and it was all ewwwww that's why I left then naked.
Now it's back yay. P doesn't like multiple colours but 1 colour is so boring.
That's why there's 2 diff colours, I wanted to do 5 different colours but LOL nvm.

Work today was damn tiring.
Yesterday & today was soooo torturing cause of some reasons. Persevere qy!

I had talks with Cherine @ the library again. Omg i love talking to her. Lol.
Make up session was fun too.

Jap was fun, hhahaha. I removed my extension today! Diana still has it on, kudos to her. Lol.
The colour change from Blur to Purple to Pink. The pink is super striking and ahlian. -_-

PCB tmr @ 9am omg I haven't solder the shitz yet. :(
Talking to D and R now both bitches have no school. Nabei.
Tmr's gonna be a longggg day. Ciao!

Anyway Happy 25th Birthday Bro. :)

2010-01-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

Sup!

Hahaha hello people! School today was pretty boring.
Last minute classmate told me there's maths quiz today, I didn't even know.
Quickly revise and the quiz was alright, last question 100% wrong but still can pass I guess? Hahaha.

I went to Tmall with Cherine, walk around and had ice cream @ Macs!
Sat down and had heart to heart talks. I'm glad I told her almost everything cause she's much matured and she knows what to do.
She says she doesn't wanna say make comments on anything. My mind's in a whirl pool now, but I'll just follow my heart. :)

Mummy got herself an iPhone, I hope she doesn't sell it again this time. Lol.
iPhone 4G is coming out this year and I don't feel like getting the 3Gs already. Haha I'm so fickle minded!

School till 5 tmr and work! Argh. Bye.

2010-01-18T01:18:00.003+08:00

Smile as much as you can cuz you'll never know whose in love with your smile. :)

Malaysia trip was kinda boring, didn't get any nice stuff.
Found the shop that sells the checks out it's OOS alr. Urgh irritating.

I find myself really fat all of a sudden, as in like fucking fat like 100kgs! I need to lose weight. Fucking determined now. I hope this will last. Am gonna starve till I really cannot take it. Then I'll munch abit. I hope I can do it. Pleaseeee.

Anyway, Happy 15th birthday to my desrest sis. Hope you can cope well in your new subjects in school alright! Thanks for being always there for me although you can't help much cause you've never been through those stuffs I did but you still tried to comfort me and all. I love you really much, as always. :)

Here's a quote which I find it meaningful.
"When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you’re the one smiling and everyone around you is crying."

K I'm gonna go wash up now. School tomorrow zzzzzzz. Nighty!

2010-01-17T02:40:00.004+08:00

On the phone with P now. I'm going msia tmr! Yay hehehe.
Anyway laoniang is EFFING HAPPY! Cause her dota has revived. Hahaha.
I'm gonna get l4d2 next. Even Rach knows how to play, I'm sucha blockhead!

Anyway yesterday was awesomeee.
I went out for a photography outing with Aidan & Phoebe.
She brought her DSLR along cause of me, thanks babe!
It was really really fun taking pictures where ever I go.

Went penin to get my watch. Then off to town.
Phoebe was like a mad woman @ Taka, bought Coach and Marc Jacobs. Siao label kia. Lol.
We're gonna get Mahattan Portage bags by the end of next month. Wee-u-weet. :>

Went Cine and each of us got a Praise tee.
Aidan was asking me to get it for like idk how many times. Lol.
He got his mad chio boat shoes. I told you that you can find nicer ones rightt!
Thank me thank me! Hahaha. The salesgirl was really really pretty. :)

Met up with Ken, Potential and his friend. Saw Maricia outside Cine! Hahaha miss herrr, and Wen. Meet up soon please!

Dinner @ Pasta mania, then walk around and headed back to Pasir Ris, then Hougang as usual, and homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

K off for now. :) Pool today was really fun. I was being controlled by Kel. LOL joke.
Bai.

:)

2010-01-16T16:48:00.004+08:00

Overdue pictures, since I'm free now I shall upload them. :D

SUP

My face is frigging fat. :(

Awesome Pauline :)

Oovoo few days back with Aidan, Chan & Diana. My name should be in B. That'll make the 4 of us A, B, C & D. K lame.

Hahahhaa cute.

Kay baiiiiiii.

2010-01-15T01:22:00.003+08:00

Life's pretty boring now, I need to go back to my usual self.
I wanna laugh everyday @ stupid stuffs, time passes faster and I spend everyday with a smile.

Feeling damn weird now. What's happening.
Everything's changing, I can feel it.
I seriously don't think I deserved to be treated this way..
Sigh what going on again.

:)

2010-01-12T02:06:00.002+08:00

K time to blog bout the weekend!
Friday, headed to Dhouby Ghaut, met up with the guys and headed to Just Acia for dinner.
Went over to Cathay for movie, 12 of us! Hahaha.
Headed home after that.

Saturday, class bbq! Reached around 5 and everything started alr.
STarted games, uno stacko, twister! HAHA damn fun and yada yada.
Play charades, humming and pictuika, relaly fun and my group won!
And I got the Chatterbox of the class prize. Lol.

Cake cutting and stuffs cause it's Aidan & Joel's birthday. :)
Everyhing was really fun, pictures are over @ Facebook. I'm lazy to upload, will do if I have the time.
Anders, Joel and Kenneth headed over to Hougang with me after that.
Pool and random ball stuffs LOL and they went back. Then I did usual stuffs and homeeee.

I went back to school today! Cab over right after my class. Hahaha.
Was sooo nice and everything, had lots of talks with the teachers! Hahaha.
Some of them cried and it's really very -_- I remembered when I got my results, I was crying like a bitch too. Lol.
Rachel didn't shed a tear, she got better results comapred to the previous one, haha I'm happy for her! CHINESE STILL B3 HAHA.

I met AMaran, Cheukman and Fat after that. Omg was having so much fun, I miss them alooooot. Fat became really skinny so Amaran & I was coming out with new nicknames for him. Hahahah. Amaran and Cm kept on asking me to scratch their back as usual. Lol. Miss those times. :)

I got emotional and all after that and yada. Sigh.
Went for work, Rach and Terence came down! Hahaha.
Thanks for those long talks, Qz too. Really appreciate it.
I'm sucha bitch sigh.
kthxbai

:)

2010-01-11T02:45:00.004+08:00

The worst thing this weekend is the fight.
AND I CAN'T FIT INTO THAT FRIGGING SHIRT WHICH HAS NO M SIZE AVAILABLE _l_

Other than hat, I had an awesome weekend.
Friday was fun, saturday's class bbq was MAD FUN.
And today, I got my laptop lcd screen replaced(FINALLY)!
After letting it rot for 6 months.

I spend 300+ bucks today.
270 on the laptop & keyboard protector and other stuffs. T_T
I chose the most handsome guy to replace it HAHA.
He looks like Taufiq Batisah(spelling?)!
I saw Benjamin @ the other shop, the CSS contestant. He kept on denying that he's the one.
Damn funny. Lol.

Anyway good luck to everyone that's getting back O's tmr!

Especially this girl, I'm gonna hear good stuffs from her tmr . No more red paper k! Hahaha.

M gonna catch up with those games, I've like nothing to do everytime I on the computer that's why I don't use it often now.
I know I can blog but seriously blogging is boring shit, I won't waste alot of time on it unless I'm a blogger and I earn bucks from it but it's impossible lol so I wont.
Unlike some people, so free.. winks to D. HAHAHA.

I'm gna start l4d/dota/whatever shit soon! :)

School tmr. See bai f school.

:)

2010-01-08T02:30:00.002+08:00

January is the brokest month of all.
Brokest= qy being relaly broke. Lol!
So many people's birthday la!

I bought 4D ytd HAHA, 0220 ibet, first time I bought 4D myself and the number came out! But in the end never buy tio nabei, 25 bucks fly. 25 bucks only but still it's the winning that makes you shiok! :(

I just came back from horrible work, was mad busy and I slip and fell while rushing. My leg hit the wooden chair and it was fucking painful and I cried like mad.
Cheebu -_-

Btw after work was horrible shit, I cried really really hard after that phone call but I took my revenge just now HAHA! I just made P cried like mad hoho. We're equals now. Hehehe.

My leg is hurting like maddd. ZZZ and I see a veryvery ugly bruise. Am sad.

LZX changed his hairstyle! Tay when are you gonna change your hairstyle! LOL.

Anyway Happy birthday Kian on 3rd, Happy Birthday Kelvin on 6th, Happy Birthday Aidan for now! And Happy birthday Joel tmr! And Marcus is up there for a year alr, I really really hope that he's doing good up there. :)

2010

2010-01-03T22:55:00.013+08:00

New year eve was an awesome day.
Lunch with P and caught Alvin & the Chipmunks 2. Theodore is MAD cute! Hahhaa.
Headed back and went Downtown with my relatives as usual.
Met Jesslyn & Vanessa there, saw Rachel and co!
Then I saw alot of familiar faces. Wilson kept on irritating me. And I went to hit Potential's chest the minute I saw him! HAHHAA.

Went to take neoprints with Jess, Rach & Van! Was mad fun haahha. Cause of the lil boy. Damn cute.

This is the way I used to take neos when I was an ah lian. Too used to it so I just kept on twisting like an ahlian LOL idk why! -_-
This post looks so.. secondary school-ish cause of the neoprints, no? Hahaha.

Anyway Jess and Van left. Went Summer breeze after countdown with Rach, Qz, Bear, Junyu, Terence and co.
Was perspiring like mad and they kept on snatching my fan away! Kaninaaaa.
Rach and me kept on laughing at random people on the dancefloor. Lol. Especially that old horny girl, which looks like Rach! Not her but another Rach, if you get what I mean. And she looks really old, haha . Hahaha.
Left after awhile cause of ahem reasons.
Stroll along the park and had talks with Rach. I love her. Really love her for being there for me all the time. :) Thanks babe.

Jerron called after that, asked him to tompang me back to downtown but I changed my mind right after he rushed to meet me! Hahahha damn funny.
Jerron and Terence accompanied me to wait for Mommy to fetch me home instead.

Thats how I spent it, haha. Everything wasn't planned, but turned out to be so fun. :)
Anyway I kinda miss M cause that thing happened to him on NYE. :(

Anyway goodbye horrible 2009, hello 2010. 2009 was the worst year of all, I've lost quite alot and cause of this I'm much stronger, and I'm glad I am. I've made enemies of course, haha who doesn't? Worst was her and yeah I still hate her fucking much. Nah I won't fake, I don't like you means I don't like you. I won't beat around the bush. You acted like a coward by getting back in blogging. I got your number and confronted you instead ha, I'm immature? Look who's talking. My selfishness killed it? Haha your bitchy-ness killed your friendship too, not killed but somehow? Cause it's for the time being I guess, no one can predict what's gonna happen in the future. Attention seeking bitch haha, I'm lame bitch? WOW I'm sorry I srsly don't think I am. :( I became scheming and vicious OMG WOW. I should lose some weight? Lol go fix your jaw please thank you. It's a torture to look at you/your pictures/ whenever you update your status at Facebook and your thumbnail sized pics SCARED THE F OUTTA ME & my friends :) Delete me off Facebook if possible thanks, I won't delete yours cause I don't wanna waste anymore time on you. Why am I blogging bout her again. Waste of space fuck.

Was really free during the break after O levels and I used free time to think over alot of stuff. I realised that I'm too much sometimes? Idk how to say but it's like. I need to take a very long time to get grudges away. That when I realised the way I treated D was too much. I told my bitches that I find myself really bad for bitching so much bout her and they went o.o hahhaa. And before poly life started she suddenly contact me back, we had a long talk and I'm glad everything is back to normal again. I still can't stop making fun of her stupidity anyway. Hahaha. She's busy working but calling me consistently asking me how are things, really appreciate it, meet up soon dear. :) I'm much more forgiving now! For people who deserves it at least, not for her, never. Cause she has a long jaw opps.

And I suddenly got really close to Rach all of a sudden after o levels idk why. Hahaha suddenly kept on going to her house and slack and doing stupid stuffs when I'm having my O lvl hols! She's always there for me through the whole of 2009, whenever I have a prob she's just a call away. We've never quarrelled before for the past 5 years, which is a miracle cause my character sucks and I always get into quarrels. I guess it's because she always let me have my ways, giving in to me and all. Thanks bestfriend. :)

I've got a long term part time job at FH thanks to Chan. Kinda like my 2nd home now. Even when I don't have work I'll be there sometimes to study with Aidan/Chan. :) And I really really enjoy working there. :)

And I met P which is like the worst thing ever. HAHA kidding. He thought me how to be serious at times( which is really hard for me ). It's a torture to be serious at times I swear cause I'm the kinda girl that, laughs at almost everything? I can even laugh when P sneezes. HAHAHA. "Irritating or what sia this Qy" You tmust be saying this right? Hahhaa. He taught me loads of stuffs, he wants to be my fashion advisor too LOL!

I've changed really much, I've learnt how to be serious, more forgiving, treasure friendship. Yeah I realised who are the true friends you know? :) Glad that I did too. Heheh.

K I'm gonna stop here, what a long post! Hahhaa.
This year I'm gonna
1) Hit 50!
2) Earn more bucks.
3) Get my car license
4) Study real hard once I get into BZE
5) Forget bout those miserable stuffs
6) Ignore arrogant bitches.
7) Master that piano piece(been trying for 8 mths!)

K I'm off for now. I got a nut stuck in between my teeth now seebai.
P is rushing me to finish this post fasttttt. Hahahha byeeeeeee.

Christmas!

2009-12-26T00:48:00.003+08:00

Christmas eve was spent at FH working, till 11 and I met up with Ivan & Tay @ Starbucks to countdown!
Spent time catching up with each others life till 3am? I forgot.
60% of the time I was ranting, 20% for each of them. Lol!
I rant bout that bitch non-stop.
They kept on shooting me, nabei. But advice me what to do too.
Thanks bitches hahahha, I love the both of you really much!
It's the 3rd Christmas eve we spent tgt, we went to watch Charlotte's web during Sec 3 HAHA! And gambled over Aaron's till dawn during Sec 4! Hope this continues the next year and the year after that and yadaaaa.
MEET UP AGAIN SOON PLZZZ.

Christmas was spent over at Rach's, it was awesome anyway.
Me + Aidan + Chan + Rach + Qz + Ter + Bear + Derek + Pauline + Rayson + Jerry? (Idk his name lol.) + Steamboat + mahjong + blackjack + movie + gift exchange + Safra = Awesome Christmas!
I left the minute I reach Safra btw. :( Other than that everything is soooo fun hahaha.
I won money from blackjack yay! P too. He said I gave him luck. :)
They taught Aidan, Chan and I how to play mahjong. Chan was like a retard LOL.
3 of the guys got condoms for the gift. Rach got Axe Oil and Bear got cotton buds LOL.
I got a really cute cup ^^ is happppyyyyy! Hhahahaha.
I know Pauline for the 1st day and she's mad nice. I had heart to heart talks with her the first time we meet up. :) And gossips hahaha.

Imma spending 2nd day of Christmas with my family tmr at Jb.
Gonna go to Jusco and get the checks. Hope I'll find it! Prays realllyyyy hard. :(

BAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

ha.

2009-12-22T23:55:00.004+08:00

Today's really screwed. Cried during work, found out new stuffs.
I'm sure I'll get over this soon, before Christmas at least!
Christmas this year is gonna be awesome.

Someone wrote a blog post for me awwww so nice and sweet.
Appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. ^^
I mixed random stuffs above cause I do want peeps to read this! If not it's gonna be boring and all.
Hahahahaha. Thanks to me it has returned? Ohhhhhhh. Congrats then!
I'm selfish? Oh wow at least Aidan doesn't think so.
Stop fucking say I'm lame. M NOT. Who are you to speak?
You know nothing but oh ccccc i miss you. Ha. Joke.

Hahahha I'm fake? Ohwell I do tell Aidan how much I hate you but you pretended to be sweet and everything. "I don't hate you girl, I really don't." Oh wow.
Why didn't you make comments bout me last time then? Why wait till things turned ugly?
Cause you don't know me really well last time? You meant you know me really well now? Lol. Whose the one being fake here? Ha.

I don't wanna waste anymore time on this.

Am feeling really happy now cause I'm gonna get ink-ed for free in months time.
HAHAH I LOVE YOU SOSO MUCH. :) see you tmr!

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2009-12-20T23:30:00.005+08:00

Fucked up day, zzz.
I'm stuck at a point when I wanna do something so badly but I just couldn't bring myself to do it.

I'm glad that despite having sucha bad mood, I had only 1 meal @ 5pm and I managed to pull myself away from the usual bubble tea at ep.
I really hope this continues.

Gonna do school stuffs tmr.
Mood isn't really good now. In need of happy pills.
I'm coughing like MAD. FUCK SMOKERS. _l_
Bye.

:)

2009-12-20T03:11:00.003+08:00

Back from Genting. :)
Did usual stuffs, arcade, themepark and so on.
Ate like MAD, like 6 or 7 meals a day? LOL.
Marrybrown is awesome shit. Kelvin ate that like free HAHA!
People smoke like free indoors and it was really cold so i got really sick.
Kept on getting mucus out from my nose till blood came out. -_-
I'm feeling better anyway. :)

I slept while watching movie, was boring like madddd, first time I slept inside a cinema!
And I saw someone there DAMN SUAY I SWEAR.
Fucking turn off zzzzz. Btw I saw Yanlin too, hahah. :)
Used Marlboro phone for my msia prepaid card and alot of people stare at me while I'm talking on the phone. Lol. -.-
Big bro told me, Marlboro stands for Men Always Remember Love Because Of Romance Only.
-_____-

By the way someone got the exact same vans as me. Zzzz.
Aidan wanted to get it but he changed his mind already, lol.
I wanna get a red one like this!

OMG SPASM. Lol.
But the pink is still being a vase. Nooooooo.

Anyway P saw me and say omg you gained 2 kg i think.
And he's right LOL 2 KG OMG.
I need to starve myself starting from Monday.
I got stupid stuffs for P and stuffs that will make him gain weight.
Hahaha fats! :)

K I'm realllllyyyy tired now I need to sleep.
NO PICTURES FOR THIS POST AGAIN EDMW-ERS F OFF BYE.

2009-12-15T23:33:00.004+08:00

Today's horoscope: A clash in personalities could be unavoidable today. The best thing to do is to understand that miscommunications somewhere along the line have occurred and allow the other person to vocalize what is on their mind. Find the sanity and the basis for the confusion--then transfer some form of understanding to the situation. If you can change the problem, do so. If you cannot change the problem, perhaps a new direction is good; time is the answer. Be aware of the temptation to perceive you as unfairly treated. Emotional security comes from within you. If you feel that you lack the emotional security, look for the changes that will help you gain a better feeling of security. This evening you may decide on next year's goal or resolution.

Ha, really true.
Travel all the way to City Hall today, just for lunch! -.-

Leaving tmr morning for Genting.
Sick of that place already. -.- But at least it's a good time for me to relax now. :)
I've so much work to do after I come back, ahhhh.

2 days ago "You're one of the best thing that occurred in my life."
Today "You're really damn fucked up."
Seriously don't understand guys at all.
I am fucked up, I love to give attitude, I'm full of nonsense.
And I'm insignificant.

I see myself spamming ice cream.
I guess being b is the only way for me to lose weight.
I grew back 5 kgs in 4 mths wtf is this?

Hahhaha bye people.

:)

2009-12-13T12:09:00.003+08:00

Been sleeping less than 4 hours for 3 continuous days.
And thanks to my lazy legs, I didn't move away from a seat despite having alot of people smoking around me.
And I coughed like mad that night, now I'm down with cough sorethroat and flu. Zzz.
Last night was a horror, I almost finished a box of tissues.

Anyway, 2 days ago was an awesome day. :)
Was supposed to go out with Aidan and Rach, After that Diana called and said she got off today, and Chan joined us last minute.
Went City plaza cause Bitch wanted to do her lashes, omg so gian!
Bitch, Chan and I did a dark blue extension, HAHA gay shit.

Went Cityhall to meet Phoebe and headed to Far East. Got my bag changed, Chan and Diana left :( and we went to Taka.
Had dinner at Pepe's, food sucks like mad I swear, the waitress there sucks too, not friendly at all.
Sucky place, will never go back there again.
Btw we went there forrrrrrrrr a chaoooo cheeeeeee bai. HAHAHA.

Headed to Somer313 to meet Ken, Potential, Huida, and their friends.
Walked around, bought flipflops again. :)

Aidan & Phoebe send me home after that, thanks!

Photos with Rachelllll! Will upload once I get it.
It has been some time since I upload lots of photos. Lazy. -_-

Jerron called that night and asked me to bring poker cards down, lol.
Met up with him and Zaf and went under Wilson's block cause he injured his leg ouch.
Played cheat and steal, hahaha damn funny.
Been so long since I last met them! :)
Went back home around 4 plus.

I tidied my room yesterday and tried out gel extensions!
My first successful one, spent like 2 hours. -.-
Gave up and just randomly paint the rest of the nails.
My ring fingernail is ugly lol some stupid nail art from my previous manicure, I couldn't get it out, tried scraping but my nail hurts, kanina. -.-

Hate purple but I've only got purple glitter at home, gonna get more colours and more powder. :)
Have to pay at least 80? if you do gel extensions in Singapore, in Malaysia around 60.
Doing it yourself is much cheaper. :)
But have to learn how to do your right hand which sucks, hahhaha.

Anyway Happy Birthday Mum! She's 51 this year already omg!
Hahaha gonna head out to get her the present later, hope I have the time.

K byeeeeeeee :)

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2009-12-10T01:06:00.005+08:00

I can summarize what happened today into 2 sentences.

"It was kinda like one of the best days in my life, starting of my holidays and yada yada.
But something ruined everything. _l_"

Nice. Few days back I just posted this:
I've realised that life's much more peaceful when you care bout nothing.
Cause when you do, things won't go your way either, so why care?
Just ignore, close an eye, let the day pass, and you'll be much more happier. :)

So true, now I'm really not gonna care.
I'm feeling so FUCKING FUCKED UP now cause I cared.
Pissed off + fucked up + angry = what I'm feeling now.
I'm bursting into tears soon idk why. I guess I'm gonna cry to sleep again tonight.

If you don't want me to care then just tell me, I can just just stop caring.
It'll save me quite a number of heartaches.
I must learn how to be happy.
Or should I say I should learn how to care for those whose worth my care. :)
I just watch my tv, get to sleep on time, enjoy my holidays and ignore other stuffs.

:)

2009-12-08T00:06:00.003+08:00

Pizzahut with P and headed to school.
Maths paper was zzzzz, all careless mistakes.
And I didn't even bother to attempt the last question. Totally -.-
20 marks gone!

Went for lecture, study at library, went ep for kfc, home, and studied with Aidan and Chan at my house's void deck.
Took pictures HAHA damn fun.

I ate pizzahut for lunch, chilli fries for snack and kfc for dinner. Fml.

P just fell down @ his house lift LOL.
Mummy fell down during work too.
I got a feeling I'll be the next one, lol.

Funny conversation I had with someone just now.
Me: Oiee should I cut bangs?
K: No zzz.
Me: Why?
K: Girls with bangs are just stupid, they think it's pretty, cute and nice but it looks worst that me dick hair. Especially skinny ones, jitao skeleton. Those who are on diet, worst. Example _______
Me: HAHAHHA bastard
K: LOL im a kaypo leh i do read her blog!
Me: EW FK.

HAHHAHA I swear K is so bastard.

Dfund paper tomorrow OMG wish me luckkkkk.
I WANNA SO SOMER313 ON FRIDAY ANYONE WANNA COME ALONG? :D

:)

2009-12-06T23:31:00.005+08:00

Maths paper tomorrow, gonna wake up early and study.
Anyway I'm on my bed now! Waiting for Pocky to call. :>
P's doing some experiment now, with his family! Hahaha damn cute,was chatting and he was screaming and stuffs when the oil shoots onto him LOL.

Went to Study with Aidan and Chan just now.
Chan was a total dick head today, MAD crazy.
We did crazy and retard stuffs but it was fun LOL.
Gay pants.

HAHAHAHAHA. I got ink-ed! :>

I just did something which will make my stomach go smallerrrr, I hope!
Was perspiring like mad. But it was worth it, not tiring anyway, hahhaa.
Gonna continue doing it everyday, must persevere!
When can I reach a 50? LOL. fats :<

Can't wait for Wednesday omgggggg, my last paper! And an awesome surprise(I hope it surprises me!). Can't waitttttttttttttt. :D

Have a goodynight and good luck to everyone having emaths2 tomorrow!
I shall pray hard that the paper will be easy.
And Dfund.. Have to work extra hard cause I failed the quiz.
And the paper is on tuesday. FUCK IT.
Baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. <3

:)

2009-12-02T22:25:00.003+08:00

Dfund lab test was shitty.
Circuit can't work, even the tcher can't figure out what's wrong.
And she didn't sign or whatever shit. Ccccb.

Jap test today was just alright. But i have super stupid careless mistakes. -.-
Why am I so forgetful? :(

Studied after school till 9 for yesterday and today! Hahahah fun fun.
Did experiment yesterday LOL and watched videos today. :>

Anyway I've lots of things on my mind now.
Gonna just keep it to myself for the time being and forget it bit by bit.
If not I'm just gonna let it all out at once? I'll feel better by doing this but it's gonna hurt badly.

I don't understand girls sometimes.
I'm one but I really don't understand girls well. They say this but do that zzz.
I srsly can't click well with girls, except for those bitches that has been through with me for years. :)
Fuck girls, especially you and you.
Omg how I wish i can peel off your nails, sprinkle salt on it, chop off your fucking hair, cut your oh so PRETTY face, kill your fucktard mindset that you're so awesome, burn your boobless boobs(HAHA) and throw it to lahberlee and let lahberlee deal with it by feeding it to dogs.
And perhaps preserve your cb and sell it to some nigger.
Btw I'm really sorry but you're not bimbotic at all.
Cause you've no pretty face. No not at all i swear.

OMG WHY AM I SO MEAN. HAHAHHA.

Something to share

2009-12-02T11:47:00.002+08:00

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY.

He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor : So, you Believe in GOD ?

Student : Absolutely, sir.

Professor : Is GOD Good ?

Student : Sure.

Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?

Student : Yes.

Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good?

Student : Yes.

Professor : Is Satan good ?

Student : No.

Professor : Where does Satan come from ?

Student : From . . . GOD . . .

Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?

Student : Yes.

Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?

Student : Yes.

Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor : So, who Created them ?

(Student had no answer)

Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?

Student : No, sir.

Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?

Student : No , sir.

Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?

Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.

Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?

Student : Yes.

Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol,Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?

Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.

Professor : Yes,Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?

Professor : Yes.

Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?

Professor : Yes.

Student : No, sir. There isn't.

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat,a Little Heat or No Heat. But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat,but we can't go any further after that.There is no such thing as Cold.Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.We cannot Measure Cold. Heat is Energy. Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )

Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?

Professor : Yes.

What is Night if there isn't Darkness?

Student : You're wrong again, sir.Darkness is the Absence of Something You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?

Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?

Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.

Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?

Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen,much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing. Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?

Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor, Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

(The Class was in Uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

(The Class broke out into Laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it,touched or Smelt it? . .. . No one appears to have done so. So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.

Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly ! The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.

NB:I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so .. . You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won't you? Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH. That student was Albert Einstein.

:)

2009-11-30T07:04:00.006+08:00

Got a UE earpiece at SITEX yesterday weeee, like finally.
Will not irritate dog bout it anymore LOL.
I ask him questions like free. Hahahhaa. Thanks for those info anyway. :)
Went there on Sat and Sun. I stayed from 2 to 10 on Sun. -.-
Saw ex colleagues! Saw Cheryl too, and Wb, Martin, Bren, and the familiar guy who finds me familiar too but don't know my name, but knows im susiaosiao. Lol.
If you're reading this I think I know you from the book fair last year -.-
I saw Tay too, with his seriously totallly hei brother. -_-

I didn't sleep the whole night, was figuring out dad's stuff and doing nonsense. -_-

Anyway I miss hanging out with The Ivan(s) & Ch!
And it has been awhile since I met up with bestfriend. :(
And Jesslyn, the fate between one cmi, asked each other out on fri sat sun and failed. AHHAH. You cheebye fella.
I'm gonna find a way to get back dota on the computer or something, suddenly miss playing it.

Qiuyun ﺕ :	just now i go it fair got 1 mp3 v cute
	i thought display is dummy one so i wanted to take after that realise its real one cause can on then i put it back
ivan \| .. :	err ppl saw?
Qiuyun ﺕ :	no lol i standing at shop all the way
ivan \| .. :	wasted

What a true friend. -.- But LYB, LOL. _l_
Btw thanks for being there for me and told me what to do when I was gonna cry.
Hahaha I didn't in the end, your bitch is so strong right right? HAHAH.
Papa and Wk too, thanksssssssss. <3

I've realised that life's much more peaceful when you care bout nothing.
Cause when you do, things won't go your way either, so why care?
Just ignore, close an eye, let the day pass, and you'll be much more happier. :)
Bitch & i are facing the same problem.
She's on msn with me now, irritating me like MAD. -_-
She says guy always say girls are hard to understand.
But they don't realise that they're the actual cause for girls to be hard to understand.
Lol nice one.

Shall have a good sleep tonight.
Gonna put everything aside and concentrate on my preparation for term test!
And I have Dfund2 lab test @ 11am later. Omg horror.

& I havent watch My Sister's Keeperrrrr. -frown-

2009-11-28T23:04:00.002+08:00

Veryyyyy reluctant to use the computer nowadays. -.-
That explains the irregular updates, ahaha.

Last Sunday, went to Temasek Country Club with Aidan, Cadan, Shaakir & their parents.
Played pool, darts, sang, swim, drank, lepak.
Then Went for prattaaaaa. :>
Awesome day.

Monday to friday was just school, boring shit. -.-
Got back my results, I failed Dfund2 knnccbwxyz.
Don't feel sad at all lol, fuck school.

During break went to ikea on don't know which day, and pizzahut on thursday?
Haahhahaha enjoy only uh me and my classmates. :)
Btw PCB lab test is really pcb. -.-
Fyi PCB is printed circuit board? i guess. Lol.

And I appealed to BZE! Results gonna be out next week. Prays hardddddd.

Went tamp today, then kallang with Caden, then to potong pasir for mac and met up with Ken, then to toa payoh to meet up with the rest, then they went to town and i went Vivo to look for Diana for DAISOOOOOOOO.
Queue was really long btw, took a cock and walked off LOL.
Went BK after that FUCK FAST FOOD!

Then went to walk around and Mo fetched me home.
Omg I got a sudden urge to go there again. At least 10 items caught my eye. Moneyyyyy.

And I'm only working on Monday for next week cause I've got term test.
School is major sian-ness.

Dad kept on asking me to explain to him bout his crane stuffs but I don't know what it is I only know how to read it out to him but I can't explain.
Whats luffing fly jip whats main boom whats lateral superlift whats broom bracing. -.-

Am super pissed off now.
I'm gonna sit down and think what I really want.
Fucking sick of all these..

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2009-11-22T04:22:00.003+08:00

Met up with Aidan & Malcolm @ Tamp!
Both of them wore exactly the same cause of their church dressed up day. Lol.
Had subways. And Kaili came. :D

The guys left and I went mart with her to get stuffs for baking @ her aunt's house. :>
Pics up in a bit, i took loads of peektures!
Btw a supid auntie push her trolley SO HARDLY on my thigh i fell back on sis and stared at the lady.
She sorry sorry sorryy and i just limp off. Zzz damn pain. She was pushing SO QUICKLY white looking at other stuffs. Fugging inconsiderate.

Anyway cake turned out to be great hehe.
Went over to her house and watch tv with Kian lol.
He wanted to smoke in the room and I kept on pushing him out and tickling him whenever he wants to come in. Scared only. HAHAHA.
I kept on asking him to go bathe after that, lol.

Hougang for dinner and cake and arcade & pool! :)
Awww I love today hehehe awesome family day. :D

But I'm really tired now but I don't dare to sleep cause I'm afraid I can't wake up tmr.
Sigh. And I can't sleep well without a gn message! Grrr.
fmllllllllllll.